#nigel'd be Weirder about letting someone inside him. but alex already mentally feels like they've CROSSED that barrier. and he's not As

[realbeefman]

ideal nigelalex post-canon Some time has passed dynamic to me is alex serial cheater in all forms. and nigel killing every single person alex gets with. and alex is always screaming crying and throwing up about it but lowkey it's the only thing that Actually gets him off and he likes that it gets nigel so angry and possessive and. rough. so he keeps falling in love with new people and convincing himself he's leaving nigel that he's REALLY found the One who's gonna fix him and save him and make him Right and Normal this time and then nigel comes home a little late from work one day and just silently throws a bloody knife onto the kitchen table and stalks out of the room and he remembers why he fell for him in the first place.