#no new chapter but i want to give a little boost 🥺

[sionnaach]

Little boost bc I'm almost at 1000 hits and 100 kudos, and we're more or less at the halfway point now.

My first venture into a multi chapter fic, a Solangelo au of Netflix's Russian Doll; if you like gay shit, dark humour, and a mysterious time loop plot, this might be the fic for you!

[driftingmoonmenace]

Hi I’m new to your Chasing Lights fic and noticed it was last updated back in 2022. I was wondering if you’ll be continuing it? Idk if this has been asked and answered already so sorry if this is a repeat question! I really love it so far and would love to see it be continued!!!

I'm so happy to hear you enjoy the Chasing Lights fic so much, Anon!!! It means a lot to me to hear that!! 🥺💖 Also to answer your question, I do very much plan on continuing it!!

I was hoping to have the second chapter out last year, but a lot of things came up, and I also came to a bit of a conclusion/realization after posting the first chapter... I haven't actually written out a proper outline for it. I have a very broad, basic one of how I want the whole story to go (and some key points), but I don't have a lot of the finer details worked out, and that bothers me. So I need to actually plan things out more in order for me to feel comfortable enough getting the story out. (I'm really new to this whole writing thing and found that flying by the seat of my pants from one point to the other instead of structuring/planning things out is...not workin' out great for me LMAO) Also I'm more of an artist than a writer, so I'm a lot slower (and a little more self conscious) about it so it'll take time. 💦

I am pretty solid on the second chapter regardless and have quite a bit written for it so that'll hopefully be out soon enough!

I really do love this story and AU with my whole heart, and would love to see it finished one day!!! And I appreciate you asking about it too!! All the comments and asks I've gotten about it really gives me that boost to keep going!! 💖

[trashbaget]

its been a hot second so

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

eliza!!! my sweet!!! my darling!!!! my beloved!!!! oh how i’ve missed you!!!!

thank you so so much for this i really needed it 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💗💗💗💗💗💗✨✨✨✨✨

i hate that i’ve been so inactive on here for a while 😢 it’s really such a happy fuckin place for me on here, but i’ve been frustratingly busy and bogged down with work that i’ve fallen behind on from going through rough patches and fuck life is difficult right now. so this really means a lot, thank you 🥺💖

i think about you and everyone else i love on here all the fucking time and how i miss talking to y’all.

✨i’ve been able to be more active on discord lately if anyone wants to reach me there! ☺️ (raeisgae#0581)✨

and there’s so so much that i want to work on that i haven’t been able to but i think about daily, so to give myself a little boost of serotonin i’m just gonna gush about all the things i miss and the projects i want to work on soon (oh that ambiguous little devil word):

fanboy chapter 2!! i know so many of y’all are waiting in agony for it (bot nearly as much as me tho!!) and i have been thinking about it incessantly lately. i managed to get a little bit of edits started a little while ago, but this is a huge priority for when i get caught up with work!!

restoring my glorious dignity of being the yearniest bitch on the whole fucking blockg and getting back into weekly yearning spams!!

spamming y’all with all the tagged posts & asks i have chilling collecting dust and waiting for the light of day

reflections in blood analysis!! i now have rib printed out on paper to make annotating easier and i’m so fucking excited to write a wholeass essay about my own fic like it’s a 16th century text i have to decipher

more fanmixes!! in particular: a buck growth(?) mix, a pining era eddie mix, & a firefam chosen family mix

buddie one shot?! there’s this new idea floating around my brain that i’ve been wanting to pick at but haven’t had the chance to yet (i know nothing about it essentially, except that it gives me rib vibes, but only the prose and style, it’s not sad ahskdk,,,,, i think,,,,,,?)

911 characters as my favorite albums! this is an idea i’ve had for a while for a series of some sort, and i think it’ll be something collage-esque

i’ve finally finally finally been able to fucking read again so i desperately want to get to reading all the incredible fics my beautiful and talented friends have been posting so i can support y’all!!!!

addendum to the above item, specifically for my beloved drish @bazgallaghermilkovich: i have been thinking about it nonstop for fucking weeks and all i fucking want is a chance to catch up with cg and spam your ask box with my reactions but i cant. catch. a break. and it. is. infuriating. but fucking soon!!!! i desperately desperately want to get back to reading it soon!!!!!! i fucking miss screaming about it with you!!!!!!!!

also, music mondays have been falling behind and it makes me quite sad, so i want to get back to doing those regularly too. (i’m hoping to do a three parter this week to make up for missing the last couple, but who knows if/when that’ll happen, but i can guarantee it won’t be on monday ahskfkf)

so that’s where i’m at lovelies!!!! i miss you all immensely and i think about you all the time!!!!!! i thought about tagging a bunch of you specifically to tell you i’ve been thinking about you but i don’t want to tag a bunch of people if they maybe don’t want to be tagged in this post that’s basically just me rambling on about nonsense alakdjfjsj so i’m just gonna pin it lmaoo

✨💕love you all!!! miss you all!!! i hope i’ll be more active soon!!!💕✨