#noah specifically like noah breathed life into gansey because he died when he shouldnt have and if noah couldnt get a second chance he

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the thing about gansey is thats he's connected to everyone in the most awful ways but also he's obsessed with his friends and cares for them so deeply that it becomes a vulnerability in a sense. he's interwoven in everyone's lives so... permanently and he doesn't even know. he's constantly warring with himself and is sinking in this feeling of loneliness, that his friends are destined for things greater than he can offer and who is he to hold them back? does he even truly know his friends when they are constantly walking away from him but he can't bear to do the same? even when he carefully plans out the words in his head, he still says the wrong thing without meaning to. and he has no idea that the people he's collected willingly will follow him to the ends of the earth because he's simply gansey.