#not putting this in the main post. i can understand how ppl think daudbillie fucking is real. i can see how they fucked one (1) time
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kind of horrifying but also freeing how with enough time to let it simmer you can come to accept anything
#not putting this in the main post. i can understand how ppl think daudbillie fucking is real. i can see how they fucked one (1) time#and how it does not change dauds (fucked up) perception of billie at all but its a fundamental realignment for her. cant figure out when it#couldve happened though. definitely not the week of delilah but wouldnt it be so messy so grotesque so perfect if that was the case..#billie giving in to what she thinks they both rlly want and need bc she wont be able to again. billie thinking this will cement her#capabilities their similarities and enable her to surpass him once and for all bc she Knows him now..horror! horror! horror!#billie using it as a shield against her guilt for betraying him#but only getting more twisted up and confused in the process#bc she is so close to understanding the truth of her weaponization and damage but doing that would mean relinquishing possession#of her ambition (due to its now tainted)......at least in her worldview.#billie lurk blogging#i dont have a strong hold on dauds character bc i simply never think about him. which is unfortunate bc understanding him#is crucial to understanding billie. so hard for girls who dont care abt him beyond her relationship with him.......
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