#not to mention the insane combo of adhd depression and ptsd that leaves me a mess more often than not
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I think it is finally time to bite the bullet and begin the long and arduous process of getting my slew of illnesses (mental and physical) diagnosed so I can actually pursue treatment and/or accommodations with jobs because I uh, cannot do this shit anymore
#I am so tired of dragging myself to work in severe amounts of pain and misery#because if I don’t I’ll get fired#I hate doctors and any time I have ever gone none of my concerns have actually been addressed#(granted I have not gone to an actual doctor in like 8 years and they never listened to me because my mom would always talk over me and#claim everything was fine but ya know)#my migraines have become dibilitating and I’m like 95% sure I have endometriosis#not to mention the insane combo of adhd depression and ptsd that leaves me a mess more often than not#and obvi none of these things are being treated#plus my job literally DOESNT LET me take time off like it’s dead ass NOT ALLOWED#since I started there has been ONE time I got more then two days off in a row and I had to scrap and claw and beg and plead for that#so I can’t even call out because of these issues more often than not#because no time off and they only give me SIX HOURS of sick time a month#and when you work EIGHTY HOURS A MONTH that is quite literally NOTHING it’s not even a full day#and I…. just simply cannot keep living this way I feel like death more often than not#and I am too exhausted to do quite literally ANYTHING#so yeah…. I think I’m gonna have to actually find a doctor and a psychiatrist and get some of these things clinically diagnosed so I can#pursue some kind of accommodations#otherwise I’m gonna fucking lose it#kaz rambles
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