#nothing permanent it doesnt say anything about me. im serious it is a Phase and i think its almmost over Um i hope
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looking in my drafts makes me qant to kill myseld ever since like 5 days ago. but i have posts there i need to save so i have to look in there sometimes
#it hurts me physically and emotionally tohough#legitimately afraid to hover my mouse even anywhere NEAR the posts themselves because what if i accidentally hit post .....#it would be the worst. completely and utterly mortifying. just the worst imaginable thing#luckily no one could ever guess whats in there because it is so fucking. unpredictable and out of character for me#so. at least theres that#but still im afraid to go in my drafts because i hate looking at it all but i have posts in there ive GOT to look at occasionally#so im stuck.................... and im afraid to even look at the post button not even joking like i avert my eyes#becase. who knows maybe theres like eye tracking sensors or something withou tmy knowing........ you never know is the thing#anyway. thats all im gonna say about this i just needed to get it off my chest#that thing that started happening this week and then kept happening is what caused this#its a stupid phase ok its not. it doesnt mean anything my mental health has been spiraling like crazy lately youve got to believe me its#nothing permanent it doesnt say anything about me. im serious it is a Phase and i think its almmost over Um i hope#looking in my drafts legitmately making me want to vomit. i hate my LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!
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