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thedevotionaltour · 11 months

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i know it gets better i know it will get better but jesus christ man sometimes it doesn't feel worth the wait for it to be better. it would be easier if it was just over. either option of what could be over would be easier.

#if i wasnt depressed or if i simply wasnt here i think life would be much easier.#are there really people who life is easy for consistently like can have a whole entire week. where life is fine and not extremely difficult #which is really rich coming from me. considering objectively i should be doing fine. so i dont get why life feels so difficult🫠#objectively as in i have access to support systems of many varities and medicarion and family and i live w my mama who pays for stuff #and i had a very good life growing up. objectively i should be really great. so why am i faltering so badly. constantly.#there is no reason i should be so depressed ans anxious etc etc BUT I AM!!!!!!!! genetic lottery fail or something #vent.txt

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