#oh man if only i was in my astronomy class rn

[courageisneverforgotten]

[pulls up a sleeping bag & pillow (which is perfect timing bc i'm about to go to sleep hehe)] do you have any evan hansen or zoe murphy headcanons you’d like to share? :D also if you were a side-character in a fantasy novel who the protagonists only referred to as “The [Noun]” what would your name be? i think i’d either be the observer or the collector

[puts my head on my hands like i'm leaning in to tell u secrets at a sleepover]

OH if i were a side-character in a fantasy novel..... i think i would be... the discoverer or the appreciator? those sound kinda clunky but i think they fit!!!

also oh man i have so many headcanons for them!!! (my mind is blanking rn tho LOL) let me gather my Thoughts™:

for evan:

- he has adhd, of course (which btw. loved writing adhd!evan for ur sincerely, us gift last year!! ;0;)

- he used to journal in physical notebooks/journals but life + anxiety about that being found out got in the way

- he either can't sleep at all or oversleeps, basically no in-between

- he vaguely wants to learn an instrument and maybe write music one day, especially as he listens to recordings of zoe's jazz band performances and starts appreciating all the little details that make up a finished piece

- he has a really artistic, creative brain and is definitely an infp

for zoe:

- she experiences derealization a lot :((

- she wants to one day do something drastic with her hair (get a pixie cut or dye all of it), especially when people comment on how nice her natural hair is and how she shouldn't cut it short

- connor trusts her to cut his hair (but he usually just does it himself)

- she's a terrible cook, but practices a lot once she goes off to college (once she's sick of eating ramen and frozen meals)

- she tries an astronomy class for fun and discovers she is Not a science person. though she still thinks space is cool as heck

[deathbyseventeen]

red velvet take it slow - mingyu

Thank you for sending in a request! This is a big help in getting my sea (writing) legs back. Im sorry if this ain’t it, chief. 

Okay, so lets…BEGIN 

This seems like a blooming romance mixed with comedy. TBH it made me feel the KDrama vibe. 

Soooo let’s say you’re a freshman in college and you’re coming in late. You took a year off– had to think about what you were going to study, what you wanted to be. So instead, you took off– no, no you’re not rich. You have family that lives abroad.  So you left, cut off all ties, and postponed your enrollment at a University. 

But there’s this one boy who you felt really bad about having left behind. His name? Kim Mingyu. A year younger than you but, after meeting him your junior year in your Calculus…he was your buddy. He was your table-mate! Your table-mate!! The boy needed to be protected.

Tall, lanky, fringe in his eyes…clumsy, the boy needed to be protected. He was like the little brother you never had. 

But anyways, after a year, it was time for you to go back and start your first year! You had to move into your dorm, unpack, get to know the campus. And then it’s your first day…

It was all going well until some asshole bumped into you on your way to your intro to Astronomy class and spilled your smoothie all over you. It’s the first day! Everyone looks good the first week. How dare he. The cruelt— wait…

“I’m sorry! I’m sorry! I’m so sorry!”     

“….Mingyu?” ….. “Y/N? Y/N!” Oh lord, this tall man has engulfed you in a hug so strong. And y’all are like we gotta catch up but I gotta go to class. And WELL he does too so y’all leave with a promise to talk later. And well basically you didn’t really notice that the boy had changes— oblivious, I say! At the most, you were like ‘did he get a new hairstyle?”

Anyways, you’re chilling in your first class, ten minutes in, reading the syllabus when the door is flung open and in comes Kim Mingyu 10 minutes late to this here Intro to Astronomy class….the Professor ain’t happy. But it’s the first day and y’all get lost so he’ll let it go…for now. Mingyu scans the class, looking for a seat and there’s one behind you! Wait— you? Holy canoly you’re in the class. Ya know his little excited smile? Yeah that’s on his face rn 

So yeah, that’s how your quarter is to be spent, looking up at artificial night sky at the school’s planetarium with Mingyu sitting in the seat behind you. But these are just details — y’all want the story, so here it is.

After this night class, Mingyu starts walking you home - only you see it as you walking him home. Your dorms are in the same direction. Please. 

But you don’t gotta wait for night to see him. He works at the humanities library, so when you go to study (which is a lot more often than you’d like to admit) during the day, you end up seeing Mingyu as he works. 

And all this time, our dear Mingyu has been hopelessly enamored with you. Really, ever since he met you in high school.

And you can’t seem to notice, no matter how much he helps you out during the day. He sneaks food into the library for you to eat, helps you get books down without the stepstool. The boy is on it. There to help but you’re oblivious to his feelings. Mingyu is taking things slow WAY too slow. Then again, you sorta just seem his a friend… 

The semester keeps on going and eventually you start to form a little crush on the person who sits next to you during astronomy. poor Mingyu.

 Midterms are eventually around the corner and you try to form a study group with said crush and Mingyu as help. But they don’t show up :(( but Mingyu does :))) 

And while you’re sulking, Mingyu is nervous as heck because he wants to tell you how he feels. Right now! So he basically starts trying to make you feel better and eventually he asks you why you’re sulking…& you tell him. And he responds, “Forget about them. They aren’t worth it.” :(((((((( Sulky you….and then cue Mingyu. “Y/N, there’s something I have to tell you.” “What?” And he confesses. 

You just sit there. Now ain’t this awkward. You apologize to Mingyu and tell him that you’ve only seen him as a brother…..well that’s fine because Mingyu tells you that he’s going to show you another side, and that’s when the real flirting begins. 

Over the course of the quarter, Mingyu keeps doing what he’s been doing all along, now adding wink. That’s what gets you thinking, okay. You know why he’s doing it and it’s freaking you out. BUT he’s also stopped. When you’re bringing down a book, he lets you struggle for a bit and then swoops down when either a) you’re about to fall or b) the book is about to fall. Then he leaves without saying a word. He’s giving you space and at the same time giving you a heart attack. He doesn’t even walk with you anymore! You seriously can’t stop thinking about him. 

Then it starts. You keep looking for Mingyu so much that you start to notice how much he’s changed. For one he’s taller than high school. How? You got no clue. He walks so much more confidently too, head held high. In other words, he’s much more confident– he doesn’t need to be protected anymore. 

Now you’re starting to form feeling every time he’s around. He does the things he’s done before and you blush. He notices. Oh, he notices. But, he doesn’t do anything…yet. 

It’s not until finals week, during your final exam that you finally do something. You see that Mingyu is turning in his exam and you book it. You had been done even earlier but were waiting for him to stand up to follow him. 

It’s then that you confess to him and hope that he hasn’t moved on,…ya know? But he hasn’t. 

So he takes you out on a ‘we’re done with finals’ date and your romance starts.

It’s right before winter break so imma end this with by saying that during winter break, you end up meeting all his new friends. You bond with 96line cause they’re your age. Who, by the way, you find out were the ones telling Mingyu how to act because they figured you’d be reserved about dating Mingyu because he’s younger than you. Which is not to say that you didn’t fall for Mingyu, cause that was 100% according to them. Since as it turns out, Mingyu took some liberties in the way he acted around you. 

From my story game 

[s-nnyd]

7, 32, 42, and 92 !!

7. How tall am Iyoooouuuu i swear why are you like this

I’m 5′ exactly unfortunately

32. Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?oh for sure reasonable level like id hate to blast out my ears and ruin em, but i do sometimes raise the volume just barely enough to block out some stuff

42. Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?FUCK YEAH I BELIEVE IN GHOSTS like the supernatural is a really big thing in my household also yes i believe in aliens like dude im studying astronomy rn and like thinking that our solar system revolves around the our star, the sun, which is just one of the billions of stars in this galaxy, the milky way, which is just one galaxy out of millions in this universe how the heck can there be just one planet in this whole god damn universe thats got life on it like that just cant be right manalso one of the rules we learned about our sun, our solar system and our earth was: “There’s nothing really special nor is there a reasoning behind our existence.” like my professor legit was like “what makes you think you’re the only one? there’s a lot of things out there that have life in a similar likeness” and i was like damn u rite

92. What kind of people are you attracted to?okay romantically? i tend to find that im attracted to ppl who i at first perceive to be really popular, beautiful, hot, clique-y sort of people who would never look talk to me let alone give me the time of day but then i get interested and we become friends and i find out that they’re super down to earth people who find the world to generally be not the nicest place and still choose to be as impossibly kind to everyone without having bias and making sure to be open minded to both new and different types of people as well as concepts and topics regarding themselves also usually theyre usually the type of person who knows that theyre in the middle of a process they know that theyre growing and theyre working on it and they wont give up and they dont plan on letting those around them give up either like yeah theyve got their faults and all but its the fact that theyre self aware and active on the idea that they want to improve that makes me just so happy to get to know and like them they also usually tend to put their whole heart into whatever it is they love whether it be their work, their hobby, or even super tiny lil small things that they think not many others care about, they still love it anyways and so whole heartedlylike without a doubt every time im just so happy that i get to like them and be with them, even when we stay just friends, in fact its even better when we can cause i like to keep them in my life and like it just makes me really happy even being able, being allowed to like them the way i do, being able to make them laugh and smile, see sides of them they dont typically show the public, or even being able to be a person whom they can rely on at times like im so lucky that i am allowed to do that and when i get the chance (usually in cases where i have confessed or whatever) i try to thank them and let them know how happy it made me the fact that i was able to make them happy at times, that i was able to participate in thatfriends wise? i noticed that theyre all super really big different lovable dorks like everyone is so different theres some people ive got a real specific frequency with when it comes to humor but ive been realizing that the people who i really can call my friends, the people who ive taken with me on this journey as im learning where i wanna put myself in the world and just how i fit into everything, theyre all people who at some point or another have done a self assessment and are trying desperately to improve upon themselves, to not only achieve their dreams and goals, to not just do the little things they wanna do like join a band or write a poem or talk to a class of 30 about naruto and i could not be more proud of all of them theyre all people who are really earnest and gentle souls who are way supportive of me and are just big positive energies in my life, i wouldnt be able to be where i am now had it not been for them, as of right now were all going our separate ways cause thats just life but i couldnt be happier for the future cause im so happy to see where theyre gonna go in general theyre all super amazing people who thrive on self growth and taking steps forward while also joking about the fact that sasuke would most definitely be holding energy swords or even doing a modern cosplay of naruto characters or just having debates about soup like im really lucky