#oh why stupid brain being somewhat vision impaired already (it's just inconvenience mostly since i just have shit depth perception)
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Why is hot water bottle perfect for soothing from bad thoughts(TM) but also it's currently 27°C in my room
Do you see the kind of stress I'm under
Why is the world so cruel
#riu speaks#i can't sleep#i have 2 exams tomorrow#have a paper to finish until friday#and the most difficult exam in this entire fucking degree on thursday#i'm gonna ✨explode✨#vent#i just hate this i constantly think 'what if something happened to my other eye and i get declared legally blind finally'#which is horrible but if i were i wouldn't have to take this shit exam#or what if i just broke a leg or i get run over by a car#just anything to make me too ill to take those exams but not like dead#oh why stupid brain being somewhat vision impaired already (it's just inconvenience mostly since i just have shit depth perception)#is already annoying can we PLEASE not phantacise about becoming legally blind#though tbh something happening to my healthy eye is something i think about a few times per week#i guess going from 20/20 vision to a week of the worst pain in my life to one legally blind eye will do that to you but still#like haha boom suddenly your vision is a good chunk worse and you're terrified of the other eye following suit
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