#okay i got a bit dramatic with it but idc i had aro thoughts all yesterday and i’m projecting it all on ceroba now.

[thewildeast]

hitting ceroba with the arospec beam..

ramblings below cut Please read it actually im kinda proud of it.

hear me out okok she only has romantic feelings rarely and she has trouble telling whether her feelings are romantic or platonic or something else. She feels very close to Starlo but she doesn’t know what those feelings are. she considered dating him but it wasn’t right both because of their different levels of maturity and the feelings confusion. Plus, he never confessed.

When she got close to Chujin her feelings felt more clearly romantic. But, she still wasn’t sure. How is romance supposed to feel? Is she doing something wrong? She loves Chujin, but does she love him “correctly”? Venting about this one night, he tells her that there isn’t a “correct” way to love. She can love him without it having to fit how she’s “supposed to feel”. They know how much they care about each other. Even if it looks just plain romantic to others, they know what they are to each other. She stands at his grave and wonders if she’ll ever feel that way about someone again.

After true pacifist, she’s reevaluating how she feels about Starlo. He’s more mature now and they’re closer than ever before. She wants to be with him, somehow, but she isn’t sure. The grief of losing Chujin, Kanako, and Clover still lingers. But he’s always been there for her, through all of those losses. She doesn’t know if she has platonic or romantic feelings for him, or something else, but she knows that her feelings are strong. If they get together, it’s not exactly romantic, even if there are romantic feelings there. It’s not exactly platonic either, even if those feelings are there as well. It’s their relationship, and they define it how they want to. They know how much they care about each other.

TL;DR: qpr staroba save me…save me qpr staroba