#oksana-bagrova

[soleilkarr]

Вот дерьмо || Oksana & Soleil

He hadn’t meant to drink as much as he had, truly. Soleil knew better than to trade one vice for another. The grueling hours he spent baring his soul in GA meetings were the only fuel he needed to quit it all, but he felt a bit down the night before and he had indulged. The hangover of the century simply served as another warning not to slip again and as he moved towards the cluster of mailboxes in the lobby, every step felt like a clap of thunder. He closed his eyes and hummed happily as the idea of crawling back into his bed and watching a marathon of Step Up films came to him. He didn’t want to see anyone today, and he certainly didn’t want to do anything.

He pulled his hood tighter on his head. Dressed in his pajamas and fuzzy slippers, he hoped he wouldn’t run into anyone that he knew, knowing that that list was quite small anyways kept him from turning around and running back to this room. Reaching forward absentmindedly he grabbed the mail in his box, not caring really about what was there. A few letters from former fans, a bill or two and then a name written in cursive stared up at him from the bottom of the stack. The world shifted just a tiny bit, and as his hands started to shake he cursed the black ink. His fear was irrational, it was simply ink on a piece of paper. It had no hidden agenda and it certainly wasn’t going to harm him bit the implication of this turn of events was clear.

His complex wasn’t as safe as he had previously thought. The letter was addressed to an Oksana Bagrova. How it had ended up in his box was a mystery but Soleil wasn’t above  thinking of elaborate conspiracy theories. His hard gripped the stack a bit tighter and he quickly looked around. Were they watching him? Was this some sort of test? He wasn’t naive, nor was he as ignorant as some of the Kryshas believed him to be. Soleil saw and heard everything. His years in the ballet helped train his focus and he had quickly learned who employed him within his first days. This name? This was dangerous and he would be stupid not to be afraid.