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#on some level some of this isnt entirwly warranted? not necessarily the ones towards this person but ones other people have faced.
viridescent-lament · 3 years
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#some things happened today but im not bothered by them now#but. mmm. back to the everconfusing question of ‘where is the line’ in morality#because on some level it is fictional! bjt at some point theres a line right!!#might look into it myself but i feel like this whole situation is just going to stress me out because grey areas are hard and i !!! !!!!#because!!! a lot of the thinga theyve said about similar issues. is right? fiction is the place to explore dark topics. but when does it st#in middlschool i was involved with very prshp fandom adjlts and it veered into incst and pdophla sometkmes and like. that was wrong. but. b#on some level some of this isnt entirwly warranted? not necessarily the ones towards this person but ones other people have faced.#but. wheres the line? when they use the exact same reasoning as the ones who arent doing harm but they also arent completely doing harm#like. there seems to only be maybe two that are bad that i havent checked up on to see context. but they are also very clearly private abou#no one will notice what my decision is. but it feels like i cant not make one. because eventually this will be something i have to decide o#i dont know. i feel silly worrying about aomething that anyone outside social media would be like *robotjik voice* what the fuck are you tw#and also the feeling of people looking over my shoulder and seeing me di this and being like ‘you are being silly worrying about this how e#but also. i cant feel my emotions on this? i can vaguely tell im conflicted and it has to be strong if im conpelled to post about it#but my emotions are once again blocked off#even in the incudent this morning where i slightly cried (i do jot cry so it was surpsiʻmg) i still couldnt Feel my duress and it was frust#mmm. im goong to have dinner now. and ask for a soda :]#i feel bapy in this chilis tonight#im not at chilis i wanted hamburger but we got chicken. but it doesnt mattef
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