#on the other hand i have also been described as freakishly strong bc holding your muscles tense all the time (even subconciously) tones em | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

milkweedman · 2 years

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Getting to experience what life would be like if my muscles WEREN'T holding my joints and entire body together by having to get up right after my muscle relaxants rly kicked in and discovering, uh, that my normal uncoordinated flailing leads to pretty much every joint just moving in and out of place freely and there is literally nothing stopping my shoulders from coming out due to the weight of my arms and stuff like that. 😐🤕. Uh. I dont like it.

#im the kinda person who cant enjoy massages bc. well 1 i hate being touched by almost everyone. but 2 my muscles are so tense all the time #from holding my body together and also probably from the ptsd not gonna lie #so like it just hurts very badly. and any time a medical professional touches my shoulders or back theyre like Uh Dude. What The Hell #on the other hand i have also been described as freakishly strong bc holding your muscles tense all the time (even subconciously) tones em #pretty well. on the other other hand when i use this strength there are usually Problems. of the Everything Is Dislocated variety #so fun. EDS is. so very fun.#chronic illness #at least i have tomorrow off. thank god. and now i will attempt to fall back asleep :)

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