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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 7 days ago

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really not what I needed to see after just coming to the decision I've been wanting to make for days that I'm still 75% convinced is an excuse for continuing to be in sin

lowkey I wonder if I need to just let my body feel whatever (within reason, there is obviously still a boundary) and stop overthinking it and maybe I'll settle back into some sort of normalcy?

#my mom saying I'm trying to have my cake and eat it too really fucked me up because if I come to a conclusion #that means I can write and enjoy fiction and allow myself to have those feelings #then I'm convinced I'm just making excuses because that's what my mom thinks #like. and then I see This #and it's like. is that God sending me a message #or just the algorithm triggering my scrupulosity

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