#otp: til our wide eyes burn blind

[astraeawrites]

❝ ※ *. :｡ → verse/otp tags pt. 1

i know there’s a lot of these floating around and already made, but i wanted to have my own list with my personal favorite lyrics that i can refer to for my own tags. i thought it might be helpful to others, so here we are !! under the cut, you’ll find 1,000 different lyrics that are organized into various categories ( general/misc, slow burn, betrayal, unrequited, & more ) based on my interpretation on them. this list has everything from smokey robinson to dear evan hansen to eminem, so it should also be very diverse. trigger warnings will be placed in the categories they have them in. also, some words have been changed so they make more sense. let me know about any spelling mistakes or triggers i may have missed, as well as any lyrics i may have put in the wrong section. please like/reblog if you use or found this helpful, and most importantly, enjoy !!

general/misc. ( 304 lyrics )

tw: religion, blood, drowning, drinking

if we’re diving in the deep end ; i need to share all of my demons 

not a care in the world ; just me and my girl

hold back the river ; let me look in your eyes

i don't need you to sell me on reasons to want you

you don't have to be scared you're not enough 

i don't need you to fix what i'd rather forget

i give you ten thousand reasons to not let me go 

we can just watch the whole world disappear

but call me home and i will build a throne

‘til the sun don’t shine ; you will still be mine

it's not a new wave ; it's just you and me

you make me feel like i am home again

the hole in the middle of my heart needs filling up

if you stay just a little that's enough

lay your head to rest and give yourself some peace

couldn't look you in the eye ; you’re just like an angel 

i've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind

i love you like you've never felt the pain

can we stay here and laugh away the fear

i'm waiting to live ; and waiting to love

i want the secrets your secrets haven't found

call me the one ; this night just can't end

lean for me and i'll fall back

when everyone else looks like a wrong answer ; she'll settle for being my best guess

follow my words to the end of our love

come and see me in the morning ; i'll be in the sunrise

it's human and it's tough ; it is love but it won't be enough

oh holy lover ; i'll be the colors i can't see

we’re looking for a miracle ; no we don’t mind waiting

they said that we’d never make it ; but maybe we already did

i think i could need this in my life

there's never much to read between the lines of what we need and what we'll take

you wrap your arms around my heart just like you always do

she held my gaze and i held my breath with all my mind

i found god ; i found him in a lover

i found the devil ; i found him in a lover

i've got a lover ; a love like religion 

i've got a lover and i'm unforgiven 

i'm such a fool to pay this price 

he's off to pay his crimes and he's got no time for mine

oh baby girl you know we're gonna be legends

i'm the king and you're the queen and we will stumble through heaven

if there's a light at the end ; it's just the sun in your eyes 

you know the two of us are just young gods 

because you're mine ; i walk the line

you give me cause for love that i can't hide

i'll always keep you inside ; you healed my heart and my life

come on skinny love just last the year

you hit me head on ; got me weak in my knees

it's like a million little stars spelling out your name 

your sweet disposition and my wide eyed gaze

a million lines for a billion hearts

the only heaven i'll be sent to ; is when i'm alone with you

no grave can hold my body down ; i'll crawl home to her

don't make a sound because i'll be with you the whole way down

and i know it's quite soon but you've got a lovely heart

i hope that you feel it too and a flame follows these sparks

spend the night looking into your eyes because i want to remember them if i ever fall blind

step out into the wild ; there's a beautiful storm in your eyes

but i bought you flowers ; so never let them die

but with your presence and your grace ; everything falls into place

you took my sorrow and you took my pain and buried them away

if i could find my heart inside this empty frozen chest ; then you would find that i'd give you all of it

you cause a thunder in my veins when you're around

so hold my hand before my heart erupts

i think we'd make a lovely mess

i may not be everything you want ; but i can give you all i have

could you be seen with me and still act proud ?

could you carry me through no man's land ?

but i would fight for you ; if you would fight for me

you can set my broken bones and i know cpr 

you are the only thing that's right about this broken world

i was meant to be yours ; we were meant to be one

you built me palaces out of paragraphs ; you built cathedrals

why don't you be the artist and make me out of clay ?

why don't you be the writer ? and decide the words I say ?

how long will i love you ? as long as stars are above you

look at the stars ; look how they shine for you

your skin and bones ; turn into something beautiful

science and progress do not speak as loud as my heart

tell me you love me ; come back and haunt me 

now i'm running late and i'm not a coffee drinke ; but i lost sleep just thinking of you 

a pair of frozen hands to hold

god only knows but you'll never leave her 

if you're searching for us ; you'll find us side by side 

ihe says i smell like safety and home 

i could be a morning sunrise all the time

can you feel the beat of my heartbeat beat through me ? 

there's something so rare in your veins ; not a single thing i would change

they said we'd never make it but our hearts won't quit 

there's no way that our hearts will be breaking cause all we have is love

it's like a sudden rush of water through your heart and lungs 

you lift my heart up when the rest of me is down 

set my midnight sorrow free ; i will give you all of me 

i don’t always adore it but i know what it means to feel love

don't keep your secrets in a prayer 

i would break the laws of gravity ; kill it for you in the first degree 

light of my life darling ; we are immune 

if i am the waves ; then you must be the moon 

come and raise my love in 

here in the dark i feel my heart 

there are wires in between human heart and machine

everything I love was made of porcelain

you wrote your name in invisible ink

in some things you just can't help from falling 

when you break it's too late for you to fall apart 

take me away make it all better ; if not for a day then maybe forever 

try describing a love you can't design

i want you as the dream ; not the reality

i want you to be a story for me that i can believe in forever

sweet love ; how long before you hurt for me ?

i see your face in blurry shades and i reach out for your hand

all your ways i can't explain but i want to understand

i met someone by accident ; it blew me away 

i can fake my heart and i love to watch it burn

does she know that we bleed the same ?

it's a love that will keep me holding on 

be my shelter from the storm 

at least we'll both be beautiful and stay forever young 

i will love you 'til the end of time 

heaven is a place on earth with you 

your face is like a melody ; it won't leave my head 

numb to the winter cold but we don't mind ; 'cause we'll get warm inside 

i wake up alone with only daylight between us 

still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember 

just know you cannot save me 

you touch me and suddenly there's rainbow rings 

suddenly i'm caught up in your summer rain 

hail soft storms of loving me ; let them play on my desires

you're not trusting your heart to anyone 

try a little tenderness

find a way to finally make it right ; to make the magic last for more than just one night

take the best and make it better ; find a way to stay together 

temperatures rising ; i don't want to feel 

please let me love you with all my might 

the love game has been played 

and love will not break your heart ; but dismiss your fears

i'm a mess but i'm blessed to be stuck with you 

if i may just take your breath away

i just want to see the stars with you

too long till i drown in your hands

my youth is yours ; run away now and forevermore

we've been making shades of purple out of red and blue

sickeningly sweet like honey

you're a red string tied to my finger 

you're my favorite song ; always on the tip of my tongue 

you own me with whispers like poetry ; your mouth is a melody i memorize 

forget me not my dear ; my darling

let's write a song for us and sing until we're old and grey 

like my heart longs for an ocean ; to wash down over me 

the outcast dreams of acceptance ; just to find pure love's embrace 

i remember the promises in the name of love

i'll kiss you again between the bars

i can plainly see you have a lover that's waiting 

i swear your heart is a free bird 

so hard to hold back when i'm holding you in my arms 

just a touch of the fire burning so bright 

you're a poem of mystery

you're the prayer inside me

spoken words like moonlight ; you're the voice that i like 

love is waiting for better days 

tonight we're the sea and the salty breeze 

moon in a tidal lock ; and i was born to love you 

there is music in the sea ; and we swim into the sound

love is made for broken things

trying to keep ourselves alone and out of sight 

love was made to forget

the crown of love is falling from me

let the wave and your ocean fall on my shore 

i want to be the place that you land

but when i'm with you ; you make the rain fall

when I'm with you ; i feel the sun

hold me close ; like i’m the sun to your moon 

come around to another time when you don't have to run 

it's your love affair ; on a quiet sunday afternoon 

even the best fall down sometimes

you finally find that you and i collide 

the days got colder ; so i held you closer 

stayed around to kindle the fire 

won't ever leave you ; ‘til the day that you die 

i know love is never lost

worry never knows 

feel my chest when i look at you 

do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hand ? 

it's not the storm before the calm 

this is the deep and dying breath of this love that we've been working on

can't seem to hold you like i want to ; so i can feel you in my arms

we are hiding in a safer place 

your warmth is crashing down on in

it's never gonna be that simple

i swear you hit me like a vision

this is how it starts ; lightning strikes the heart

we could be the stars ; falling from the sky 

from nervous touch and getting drunk

we can't leave us behind anymore 

love me now or love me later 

there's depth where there's distance too 

i'm a fool for you ; and the things you do 

you told me i was like the dead sea ; you'll never sink when you are with me

honey can't you see ? i was born to be your dead sea 

i belong with you ; you belong with me ; you're my sweetheart 

if we don't leave this town ; we might never make it out 

and when you ask do you love me ; i should reply with yes most certainly 

come close ; lay next to me

won't you settle down with me ?

hear her come ; my heart's only drummer 

your love is like a soldier ; loyal till you die 

show me your broken heart to know your flaws 

i know what we are ; our love's too young 

my foolish heart turns at the stars 

a love that never ends 

your heart is upside down 

you are my fairytale ; don't you wanna stay ?

you are my fairytale ; i hope that you don't run away 

for the fire and the sleepless nights 

i can hold the weight of worlds if that's what you need 

found you in the sea of lovers without ships 

wherever you go ; bring me home 

how can i love when i'm afraid to fall ? 

i have loved you for a thousand years 

baby if you hold me ; then all of this will go away 

i loved you then and i love you now

god knows what is hiding in those weak and drunken hearts

if you're homesick ; give me your hand and i'll hold it 

we lie beneath the stars at night ; our hands gripping each other tight 

you keep my secrets hope to die 

promises ; swear them to the sky 

just turn to my embrace ; i won't let you come to nothing 

can you hear when i say i have never felt this way ?

can i make it better with the lights turned on ?

i'll cross oceans like never before so you can feel the way i feel it too

and i'll send images back at you so you can see the way i feel it too 

when my heart is made from gold and forgiveness seems too bold 

i still find it in my heart to say " i love you " 

you don’t have to act like you're alone 

you’re finding ways to break the bonds ; they’re stronger than you realize 

there's an angel ; and he's shaped like you 

fallen so far ; said you'd watch over my heart

held me so close i could hardly breathe

if your heart was full of love could you give it up ? 

looking from a window above ; it's like a story of love

it's been so long since i touched a wanting hand

i can't put my love on the line that ; i hope you'll understand 

i'm tired of getting caught up in those one night affairs 

what i need is somebody who will always be there 

if you're looking for devotion ; talk to me 

come with your heart in your hands because my love is guaranteed 

through a crowded room ; look at me like you know me

ain't it funny how a second lasts forever when we're together ?

i might get enough one day but i won't let this feeling fade away 

i know it won't stop if we turn the love up 

i'll make you stay ; don't let this feeling fade away 

i'm gonna take you outta the darkness 

i wanna walk with you in the light and hold your head high

you’re the only thing i know ; but it feels so far away

long gone and fallen down ; but i'm loving how it tastes 

i could've chosen anybody ; but i chose you

daddy don't like you ; but daddy and i never speak 

smells like roses to me ; two young lovers at sea 

it's like my lungs are opening for the first time 

you got through my guard when i was in safety mode 

you're burning down my walls like the miami sun

it finally feels like i'm coming home 

i met you in the dark ; you lit me up 

you made me feel as though i was enough 

darling ; your love is more than worth its weight in gold 

i wanna live with you ; even when we're ghosts 

you walked into the room and now my heart's been stolen

you took me back in time to when i was unbroken ; now you're all i want 

i swear that every word you sing ; you wrote them for me 

when the lights come on and i'm on my own ; will you be there to sing it again ? 

you could tell me everything and then we could forget it

we're only skin and bone ; we don't have to be alone

sink or swim ; what will it be ?

we all got skeletons ; set them free 

so tell me everything ; take a trip to the moon 

let me love the lonely out of you 

let me love the pain you're going through

we can light a fire to warm our bones

this world is much too cold to sleep alone 

i never knew your name ; you never knew mine either 

never leave me broken hearted ; baby i’m not strong enough

empty glances and no romance 

if " i love you " was a promise would you break it ?

the only love i haven't screwed up 

can't stop staring at those ocean eyes 

fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes 

i'm scared i've never fallen from quite this high

i wanna steal your soul and hide you in my treasure chest

i don't know what feels true ; but this feels right so stay a sec 

you're all i wanted ; just let me hold you like a hostage 

cross my heart and hope to die ; i’ll see you with your laughter lines 

memories are mapped out by the lines we'll trace

but this is your heart ; can you feel it ? 

drawing voices deep from you ; led by your beating heart 

a wonderful part of the mess that we made ; we pick ourselves undone 

but you had me at ‘ goodbye ’

i loved you ; what am i supposed to do ? 

i look for ways to say i love you ; but i ain’t into making love songs

used to shine so bright but i watched all of it fade

been wondering if your hearts still open and if so i wanna know what time it shuts

we found love in a hopeless place

maybe in time you’ll be mine

two blue hearts locked in our wrong minds

contradictions/paradoxes. ( 25 lyrics )

and side by side ; we're different but somehow the same 

i love your brain but i hate your guts 

you've been burning bridges while i've been building homes 

he said he didn't do commitment ; with tattoos on his skin 

you hold me without touch ; you keep me without chains

and you sound like thunder ; though you've barely spoken 

no right minds could wrong be this many times 

you kept all the things i threw away 

i was full of doubt and you believed 

this time i'm gonna slow it down 'cause i think this could be more 

you've got eyes that can tear me down ; but all they do is build me up 

you're the light ; you're the night

you're the cure ; you're the pain 

it's not that easy with you here but i know i want you to stay

see you distract me but i'm distracted without you

can we just say the rest with no sound 

you enchant me even when you're not around 

you swear to god but i'm a non-believer 

you're losing faith while i've been holding on 

when everything we used to say was wrong is now alright

we are bound to each other's hearts ; cold and pulled apart 

i've missed you but i haven't met you 

but i'm open ; you're closed 

even the wrong words seem to rhyme 

i don't gamble ; but if i did i would bet on us 

slow burn/friends to lovers. ( 47 lyrics )

all i want is to flip a switch ; before something breaks that cannot be fixed 

i could offer you a warm embrace ; to make you feel my love

i could hold you for a million years ; to make you feel my love

what if I lose my heart and fail the climb ?

barely even friends ; then somebody bends unexpectedly 

so don't you tell me that you're falling for me now 

teach me to be somebody new 

you told me all your darkest fears  and i fell apart 

why did you have to let me let you in ? 

what if we ruin it all and we love like fools ?

i'm fighting not to feel but nothing works

i can see all the things that imply ; you secretly are in love 

paint me in trust ; i'll be your best friend 

you love the chase but hate me for the runaround 

open up next to you and my secrets become your truth 

i could find the whole meaning of life in those sad eyes 

come out of hiding ; i'm right here beside you 

you do not see what i see inside; the quiet heart you're trying to hide

i'll be damned if i do it ; damned if i don't 

i'll be lost if i love him ; lost if i won't 

all we do is think about the feelings that we hide 

sick and full of pride ; all we do is drive 

the more that i know you ; the more I want to 

oh feel our bodies grow and our souls they blend

they say a problem shared is a problem cut in two 

i can't figure you out ; you've got more fight in you than anybody else 

i let you see the parts of me that weren't all that pretty ; and with every touch you fixed them 

trust in me ; don't pull away 

can't keep this beating heart at bay 

we hide our emotions under the surface and try to pretend 

with words unspoken ; a silent devotion 

friends can break your heart too

longing to love you for one night 

take my hand ; you're treading water 

darling so it goes ; some things are meant to be 

though you will not wait for me ; i'll wait for you 

we've been lonely too long 

i’ll shoulder the load ; and i’ll swallow the shame 

looking for love in the lies of a lonely friend 

you're raveled up  ; you take some time to come undone 

i never wanna fall apart ; never wanna break your heart 

tired of holding this inside my head 

here in silence ; it's just you and me

the vacancy that sat in my heart is a space that now you hold  

i will always be listening for your laughter and your tears 

you have to trust in someone

it takes awhile to settle down

reliant/dependent. ( 43 lyrics )

tw: drowning, anxiety, codependency

you are the piece of me i wish i didn’t need

take what you like but close my ears and eyes

we'll learn how to be to be incomplete 

said you'd always be my white blood ; circulate the right love

watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof

i never wanted anything so much ; than to drown in your love

i got issues and one of them is how bad i need you 

every second here without you ; feels like the division of the heart

wherever i've been ; i'll come running back to you

take my weak heart and tie it to yours

i promised myself i wouldn't let you complete me

before i met you i never felt good enough 

you are the one who'd make me lose it all

long were the nights when my days once revolved around you

counting my footsteps ; praying the floor won’t fall through again

i forget about you long enough ; to forget why i needed you

love i have wounds ; only you can mend

and I'd rather choke than to breathe in your absence

'cause i am living for your touch but i would die to be your man

only you can set my heart on fire 

it's not warm when she's away 

i will run to you to you till ; i can't stand on my own anymore 

if your heart wears thin i will hold you up 

waiting for you to bring me in from out the cold 

there's nothing i can do i'm helpless without you 

you're always there to hold me up when i'm losing my mind 

we're no good without each other ; take the best and make it better

when you're gone ; all the colours fade

anxious love gets so obsessed 

i'm tangled up in you 

show me how to fight for now 

i'm desperate for your adoration 

this love is tainted ; i need you and i hate it 

remain next to me ; i need to feel important 

certain it's your love that holds me together 

i want you by my side so that i never feel alone again 

keep the bad things out of my mind 

i still want to drown whenever you leave 

please teach me gently on how to breathe 

all you crave is attention ; you need to be loved 

help me get better ; you pull me right out of the blue

every night when i wake up i need you to get back to sleep 

i think i've saved myself by saving you 

ex/heartbreak. ( 217 lyrics )

tw: drugs, scars, suffocation

it was funny that she would have to stay and i would go 

but when you love someone sometimes you've gotta let them go

don’t you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow 

it might never be the right time and that's the hardest part of it

i keep you in my mind even though you've gone

holding on to nothing's easier than letting go

stuck in the memory of what has been

just please don't love another like you loved me

time doesn't heal ; it just leaves me asking why

fall in love in a single touch ; and fall apart when it hurts too much

i lit a fire with the love you left behind

i don't want us to break up in the cloud

i'm trying not to think about you ; can't you just let me be ? 

should've known you'd bring me heartache ; almost lovers always do 

i thought i broke the last of that breakdown

i'm in california dreaming about who we used to be

you and i have history ; or don't you remember ?

i braved a hundred storms to leave you

you left with no goodbye ; not a single word was said

not a single word was said ; no final kiss to seal any sins

don't you remember the reason you loved me before ? 

i wished you the best of all this world could give 

tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery

i'm jealous of the way you're happy without me 

i heard it in your voice when your love died

is losing me such a big relief ? 

let's start at the end ; becoming strangers once again

i think i lost myself the day you left

but how can it all change so fast ; from everything to nothing just like that ?

i watched our bodies turn to ghosts

if only i could lose my mind ; then maybe i would find a way out

i don't know how emptiness can be this heavy 

what if i said i would break your heart ? 

as i break your heart and sever mine

i'm holding on ; but my body's caving in

i'll still feel you here ; 'til the moment i'm gone

leave unsaid unspoken ; eyes wide shut unopened

hang my head ; break my heart built from all i have torn apart

i'm just a basket case without you 

i don't miss your cocaine i got blood and honey

i hope to burn away the sight of you

i'm awakened and my heart's bled

i can't sleep without the lights on ; it's like i'm broken when you're gone

if you're gone ; maybe it's time to come home

love is a buried nail inside of this heart of stone

i can't muster up the courage to say it's best that i leave

my human heart won't mend itself ; when my own two hands are ripping out the seams

you touched me and suddenly i was a lilac sky ; you decided purple just wasn't for you

tell me it's over i'll still love you the same 

tell me it's over ; i don't want you to hurt

what didn't kill me ; it never made me stronger at all

and i don't get waves of missing you anymore ; they're more like tsunami tides

it's been a while but i still feel the same ; maybe i should let you go

something's gone terribly wrong you're all i wanted

i feel you forget me like i used to feel you breathe

six months gone and i'm still reaching even though i know you're not there

when time stood still and i had you

i've been waiting for you ; ever since you've been gone

i know it's long gone ; and that magic's not here no more

you taught me about your past thinking your future was me

maybe we got lost in translation ; maybe i asked for too much

maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up

you call me up again just to break me like a promise

so casually cruel in the name of being honest

back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known

and right before your eyes i'm breaking

you wear your best apology ; but i was there to watch you leave

this is the last time i say it's been you all along

this is the last time ; i won't hurt you anymore

 don't wanna miss you like this

cause i just railed down enough lines tonight to spell your first and last name

it's all because i dreamt of you and woke up alone

a fool to let you slip away

same old empty feeling in your heart ; love comes slow and it goes so fast 

i wanna cry and i wanna love ; but all my tears have been used up

i thought that i'd been hurt before ; but no one's ever left me quite this sore

our veins are busy but my heart's in atrophy

it's such a shame that we can't renew all those feelings that we shared

maybe we’re better off alone

when you're awake and your own shadows turn into ghosts

heavy words are hard to take ; under pressure precious things can break

fools rush in and i've been the fool before

you made me high then you swooped so low

i was on your side but then i saw it change

his feelings are crushed like rock salt on the table

i wouldn't change any part of me ; just to make you stay

when you leave ; i'm begging you not to go

looking for some proof that there's a heart inside of me

you stole the matches from my book ; put out the fire in my eyes

but your love's too good to lose

i hate to think about you with somebody else 

our love has gone cold

maybe i've been putting my heart out in the wrong way 

we're not who we used to be 

i hold on ; it's getting harder to breathe 

sometimes the one you want is not the one you need

spare you the rising storms and let the rivers flow 

you can lay with me so it doesn't hurt 

no words can explain the way i'm missing you 

this house no longer feels like home

sweet love my oldest friend ; have we come to the bitter end ? 

too many years of battle scars and now we're broken 

the higher we rise ; the further we fall

when my breath runs cold ; i'll be thinking about you 

we've become echoes ; but echoes that fade away 

it's only been a lifetime ; but tonight you're a stranger or some silhouette 

oh the good time we almost never had 

emptied out my inside ; poured it on the ground

so cut me baby ; deep enough so that the scar will stay

i will never erase your name from my heart

where hope is left so incomplete 

sever the ties ; cut me out

i lay in tears in bed all night ; alone without you by my side 

you hesitate ; so my memory fades 

it feels like there's oceans between me and you once again 

i sedate my mind with hope of your return

throw me in a landfill ; don't think about the consequences 

leave me at the altar ; knowing all the things you just escaped

leave me in the cold ; wait until the snow covers me up

from the perfect start to the finish line

my eyes are damp from the words you left

so why do you fill my sorrow with the words you've borrowed 

and why do you sing hallelujah ; if it means nothing to you 

i don't wanna waste the weekend ; if you don't love me pretend 

to show all the ways my heart is slowly shattering for you  

i've got this ache inside my heart ; i know that it's you 

i’ll drown in my tear storming sea

it’s such a shame ; to let you walk away

the end comes too soon ; like dreaming of angels

your memory near ; laced with the pain

i always knew you'd be the one to break me down 

they say you don't know what you got 'til it's too late ; i'm already gone 

feeling used ; but i'm still missing you 

untouchable memories seemed to keep haunting me

closed off from love ; i didn't need the pain

my heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

my heart stumbles on things i don't know ; my weakness i feel i must finally show 

how could you love me and leave me and never say goodbye ? 

i never thought we'd end up here in separate cages 

i smell heartbreak on my hands

trying to replace the love that i fake with what we both need

there's a heart stain on the carpet i left it with you

there are flowers growing on the grave of our old love 

just burn it all down and bring the ashes to me 

we can never seem to find the time we lost 

now i'm denied by the ghost of you 

a photograph lost here ; since you were mine 

such a victim of her romance 

we were young stubborn & in love with disaster 

i don't wanna lose you now 

now we're slipping at the edge ; holding something we don't need

all this delusion in our heads is gonna bring us to our knees 

trying to fit your hand inside of mine when we know it just don't belong 

there's no force on earth that could make it feel right 

let the ashes fall ; forget about me 

we grow apart ; i watch you on the red horizon 

this fragile heart ; so heavy in my chest ; it's breaking 

i can't make the truth of this work out for you or me 

little ghost ; you're not welcome here anymore 

what i've learned is love's a lesson 

i will blame myself for holding on to what i hoped would keep you by my side 

the sheets are stained with ; memories of your soft kiss 

what if we became strangers ? 

there's another dawning ; a tremor where we stood 

are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you ? 

can we pretend that everything is like yesterday ? 

let's pretend we never met ; a good excuse to play forget

when i’m looking for love i pretend it's you 

you're gone and i gotta stay high all the time ; to keep you off my mind 

oh why can i not conquer love ?

you did not break me ; i'm still fighting for peace 

spend my time trying to read our past 

it was easy for you to let go ; but i'm still in love with you

let the time fly by like the wind and open our hearts again

broken lover yes i made you believe that i would be the one to heal you 

you wish i would've treated you like you treated me 

don't you know i'm not your ghost anymore ?

you lost the love i loved the most 

i learned to live half alive ; and now you want me one more time 

collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart

you don't get to get me back  

envision the meaning of a tragedy ; you might be surprised to hear it's you and me 

your words in my head ; knives in my heart 

you build me up and then i fall apart 'cause i'm only human 

your face is ashen and i'm barely listening 

i am a visitor here ; i am not permanent 

maybe i had said something that was wrong

fall back in love eventually 

the bigger you get the harder you fall 

you disappeared and that's all that's missing

your love was so real and too late to forget how you made me feel 

you were mine but you've grown so cold 

held me in the dark ; sheltered as you took my heart 

i know you could see i was lost in you 

so take my heart ; it's all that's left 

sometimes the tears we cry are more than any heart can take 

heartbreaks and promises ; i've had more than my share

i'm tired of giving my love ; and getting nowhere

we're falling down ; and i show you how it breaks 

i could read you a scripture of tears 

you have gone and so effortlessly 

there was a time when our love ; it was so sweet 

i’m falling into darkness and it’s you i need to see 

now i’m a ghost ; i call your name ; you look right through me 

i've been trying to fix my pride but that shit's broken

feels like my loneliness is only blessed from you 

i don’t know how to be something you miss

fall apart twice a day ; i just wish you could feel what you say 

we've made every mistake ; only you know the way that i break 

says he made the big mistake of dancing in my storm 

he left her lonely with a diamond mind 

another story of girl meets boy and gets destroyed 

he's okay ; she's broken ; he's the ocean wave ; she's choking

the things we lost in the fire 

our fingers traced in circles round its history 

will i always have a cut that won’t heal

oh honey ; do you want me now ?

betrayal/cheating/disappointment. ( 76 lyrics )

there is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin 

i don't need more reminders of all that's been broken

lay down with me ; tell me no lies

find it harder to forgive;  every time you let us slip down your list of priorities

forgive me ; i'm just so fucked up in the head

little do you know i'm still haunted by the memories

i'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight

i'm queen of attention to detail ; defending intentions if he fails

i never meant to be the one to let you down

just say you're sorry ; no more no less

i want the one word that you refuse to say to me

i know that i failed you

then take my love and run it to the stars 'cause i'm falling apart

the right words come out all wrong

it'll all be forgiven ; you can't ask for more

i'm hoping you could save me now but you break and fold

call me a sinner ; call me a saint

cut out all the ropes and let me fall

please be kind to my mistakes

when you take ; you take the very best of me

don't put your eyes down ; you're not to blame

tell me pretty lies ; look me in the face

your words cut deeper than a knife

another's hands have touched my skin ; i won't tell him where i've been

she never asked me once about the wrong i did

and every thought of her makes my regret grow worse

when you’re in her i know i’m in your head

soon it will all be over and buried with our past

just a second we're not broken just bent ; and we can learn to love again

i'll stay if i'm what you choose

i am damaged far too damaged ; but you're not beyond repair

you forfeit all rights to my heart

take me in and throw out my heart and get a new one

you're intertwining your soul with somebody else

and i know this isn't enough ; i still don't measure up

you caused my heart to bleed and you still owe me a reason

a wind in the shadow ; a whale song in the deep 

i can't say your name without feeling like i’m part of the blame 

tell me you've never loved me ; tell me that it wasn't real 

there's blood on your lies 

the blame that you claim is all your own fault

you give me no reason to doubt your word ; but i still somehow still have my reasons

still i sleep in the very sheets he's been in 

secrets i have held in my heart are harder to hide than i thought

you’re too proud to say that you’ve made a mistake

i am a hit and run ; don’t call me something i’m not

wish you were sorry for the things you've done

when love and trust are gone 

i struggle to find any truth in your lies 

the truth runs wild ; like a tear down a cheek

all my time is wasted ; feeling like my heart's mistaken

wish you were the one that got away 

perhaps you can not forgive me

the promises you'll only make 

maybe we don't deserve love 

right from wrong is not quite seen 

i've had enough of giving up on you 

if your heart was somehow tainted ; how you could still sleep in my bed ?

you were wrong for trusting me 

you can hide behind your stories ; but don't take me for a fool

forgive and forget you a thousand times  

behind the tears ; inside the lies 

tell me that all we had were lies 

sometimes this love will end and all will be forgotten 

i’ve let you down ; left you behind 

you say that it's alright and i know that it’s a lie 

pretend ; tell me all your love lies again 

cast your shadows ; like how you said you'd catch me but let me go

beautiful lies ; cover my eyes with your hands

falling out of love is hard ; falling for betrayal is worse 

broken trust and broken hearts ; i know 

it ain't the lie ; it's the way that the truth is denied 

i know it’s all wrong ; but i just don’t feel strong 

everything is shattering and it’s my mistake

another promise broken in two ; the lucky few of fiction 

when loneliness came and you were away 

sexual/lust/nsfw. ( 25 lyrics )

tw: nsfw, drugs, scars

i can't take my eyes off you 

she held my heart with her tongue

your lips hang heavy underneath me

there's a light in the crack that's separating your thighs

i can read your mind even from behind

biting in the dark i might break your heart

i can get you high if you wanna climb

your heart's against my chest ; your lips pressed to my neck

i was made to keep your body warm

i'll do anything you say if you say it with your hands

i only wanna do bad things to you

scars on my body so i can take you wherever 

so warm is your touch upon my skin

if we're gonna do anything we might as well just fuck 

tastes so sweet ; looks so real

a cavern for a body ; the deeper darker kind 

i only love it when you touch me ; not feel me

you only ever touch me in the dark 

if i had only felt the warmth within your touch 

'cause when you look like that i've never ever wanted to be so bad

your body is a wonderland 

it's always skin then sheets ; then skin again

i don't believe in love at first sight ; i believe in making love tonight 

i want you all to myself ; your metaphorical gin and juice 

give me a taste of what it's like to be next to you 

friends with benefits. ( 32 lyrics )

tw: blood, alcohol

sometimes best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand

in the middle of the night i may watch you go 

i won't let you close enough to hurt me 

morning will come and i'll do what's right ; just give me ‘til then to give up this fight

i need you to not wanna be mine 

we were running off our midnight mouths 

you just want somebody ; t's just the lonely talking 

keep my body busy so my head might just forget what my heart knows 

been chasing temporary highs and strangers 

it's like we're scared of getting good ; cause we know the truth is that we could 

don't you think it's time to get used to somebody ?

and don't call me lover ; it's not enough 

i've been so lonely ; oh please just hold me 

one last time ; i need to be the one who takes you home 

i can't find you in the body sleeping next to me 

you've got your own mistakes in a bed at home 

maybe tonight i'll call you ; after my blood turns into alcohol

you loved me last night ; but what about today ?

i find myself swallowed ; drowning in your heat 

when you sleep ; will it be with me ?

this bed was never made for two 

these nights never seem to go to plan 

in the lonely hour i need you 

we could be anything tonight ; just tell me everything you like 

bring your love baby i could bring my shame

fucked around and got attached to you 

i'd rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone 

swim in a deep sea of blankets 

every time i wake up here i feel far away from love

guess the loneliness came knocking 

midnight hearts between now and yesterday 

i am just your habit for killing time 

toxic. ( 174 lyrics )

tw: weapons, religion, emotional masochism, blood, drowning, scars, killers, mutilation, body harm, guns, weapons, spiders, abuse, suffocation

i don’t own a single gun ; but if i did you’d be the one 

you and i nursing on a poison that never stung

i don’t wanna hurt you ; but you live for the pain

but in all chaos ; there is calculation

swear to god i'm a sinner in a church burnin' up for you

we're both cynics now and it kills me

you'd be the reason why i keep slipping

let's destroy a room with this love 

god only knows what we're fighting for

all that i say ; you always say more

under your thumb ; i can't breathe

blood red scars ; you were the one to choose this

kiss me ; whilst i set fire to our bed 

this was never love ; it was chaos

i hope that you don't bleed with me

i can finally see ; you're as fucked up as me

time and hearts will wear us thin

something always brings me back to you

i don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity

the one thing that i still know is that you're keeping me down

a simplification of everything we're going through ; you plus me is bad news

if i stay it ain't gonna be easy

all your stormy words have barely broken

you and me ; always between the lines

i'm not an open book that you can rifle through 

i could love you just like that and i could leave you just as fast 

maybe it's the worst in me ; that's bringing out the worst in you

the best in me wants to love you ; but the worst in me doesn't want to

we've got blood and honey

you were everything that i was ever afraid of

you're an itch i can't reach ; a wound that won't heal 

Sometimes i wish that you'd just die ; cause i'm too afraid of leaving 

he's the sweet of a morning kiss ; but there's a poison it holds

you can tear down all the walls 'cause they're all for you my dear

my faith is strong and i need to know if i've judged this wrong

i made my clothes with the lies she spun

there's a storm you're starting now

throw me in the deep end ; watch me drown

you put a fever inside me ; and i’ve been cold since you left

you've got a fire inside but your heart's so cold

oh baby girl don't get cut on my edges

you do what you want cause i'm not what you wanted

counting all the scars you made

you paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain

you and i walk a fragile line ; i have known it all this time

this slope is treacherous ; this path is reckless

all we are is skin and bone ; trained to get along

sedated we're nursing on a poison that never stung

you pull me out of my shell and then hate me when i'm done

we said some things we didn’t mean ; with us there is no in between

when did our hearts will turn to stone ?

it's just i'd rather be causing the chaos than laying at the sharp end of this knife

your mouth is poison ; your mouth is wine 

oh your hands can heal ; your hands can bruise

right from the start you were a thief you stole my heart ; and i your willing victim

'cause i'd rather fight with you than laugh with another

i'd rather freeze in your arms than be warm under covers

and i'd let you hit me before i ever let you hit the floor 

i'd rather feel your wrath than feel another's passion

feel your precious poison start to fill its maker's veins

we'll burn it down and then we'll build the world again ; our love is god

we'll burn away that tear and raise our city here

the new world needed room for me and you

we got the fire and we're burning one hell of a something

we're just two ghosts standing in the place of you and me 

she's driving me crazy ; but I'm into it 

love is thick like blood like honey 

i know it's hard sometimes but we could be beautiful 

when you throw me in the ground don't be sorry 

face me if you dare ; cause nothing comes out easy love

it must be so hard ; in the mess you're always cleaning up

you came running and stood there silent ; summoning my sin 

this love ; is like wildfire 

gave you a minute when you needed an hour 

i’ll love you til we're black and we're blue 

the hole in my head is from the fire in your tongue 

you got a fetish for my love ; i push you out and you come right back 

the fight for you is all i've ever known

to say that we're in love is dangerous 

he hit me and it felt like a kiss

our difference showed in our poisons 

how is it you never notice ; that you are slowly killing me ?

you short circuit all my nerves ; promising electric pains

you got me scattered in pieces ; shining like stars and screaming 

but then you disappear and make me wait 

there's a million reasons why i should give you up ; but the heart wants what it wants 

just set my heart on fire ; like gasoline

she's the absinthe on my lips ; the splinter in my fingertips 

don’t take that sinner from me 

the killer in me is the killer in you 

i love this pain a little too much ; love my heart all busted up

carved your name across my eyelids ; you pray for rain & i pray for blindness 

your name is the splinter inside me 

no pleasure without sacrifice 

i wanna see the devil in your eyes 

we're slow dancing in a burnin' room

nobody's gonna come and save you ; we pulled too many false alarms

bombs are falling everywhere ; it's heartbreak warfare 

no one really ever wins in heartbreak warfare

how come the only way to know how high you get me is to see how far i fall ?

watch my face as i pretend to feel no pain 

lay your weapon down 

to teeth and claws and slamming doors at you 

when we're becoming something else ; i think it's time to walk away 

your love is like a hurricane

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth 

she'll tear a hole in you ; the one you can't repair 

it's better to feel pain than nothing at all 

your words are like knives ; they peel my skin and pierce my soul 

your body will burn tonight ; though your heart may still remain cold

it's your eyes that i don't believe and my heart you will you will mislead 

careless love ; quit pouring honey in my ears 

i must carry on with this wasted love 

careless love ; there's more to say than should be said 

you make me feel so powerless

the air in your lungs is like thunder ; i can see the clouds breaking in front of me 

the air in my lungs is like thunder ; and i can't fight what you've made of me

worlds are turning and we're just hanging on 

your mouth is a revolver firing bullets in the sky

stab my heart ; bleeding out if you feel doubt about me loving you 

well i've got thick skin and an elastic heart ; but your blade might be too sharp 

she will love you like a twister ; and you'll be swept away

the tale of reckless love ; living a life of crime on the run

we swore that death will do us part ; they'll call our crimes a work of art 

we live as ghosts among these street ; lovers and partners in crime

you'll collapse on the cover of your darkness ; strangling with feelings 

i used to write with tears on your pretty painted face

i won't be made a fool of ; don't call this love

guess he kissed the girls and made them cry 

it's a terrible love and i'm walking with spiders

it's a terrible love and i'm walking in 

it's a terrible love ; and i'm walking in it's quiet company 

my shivered bones wait til the panics out 

the way you play on every weakness that you see in me 

so don’t pretend like you can hardly breathe ; like it’s down to me 

i feel your knife as it goes right in

cut to my core but i'm not bleeding 

you use your words as a weapon dear

your blades don't hurt when you have no fear 

you think that you're deep under my skin ; you're trying to keep me suffering 

you have my heart but i lock it up ; this burning flame has been burnt enough 

sometimes i wish we could be strangers ; so i didn't have to know your pain 

but if i kept myself from danger this emptiness would feel the same

you see those egg shells ; they're broken up 

i'll feel half empty ; ripped and torn 

can we just pretend that we're not falling into the deep end ? 

this can't be love if it hurts so much 

our human hearts forget how strong they are 

untie my silhouette ; it's all that is left of a broken heart 

leave all of my regrets to sink like ship wrecks through oceans dark 

if this is what dreams are made of  then i think that i've seen enough 

let me out into the dark ; i took a little step too far 

we hurt ; just keep it inside ; small wonder that it starts to break 

and everything you once loved remains unbroken 

just pretend we're better ; turn out the light

there are no more surprises to come ; let's be numb together

is it wrong to dance this line ?

the doctors say you're no good

we're dancing on the edge of a knife

could i be your hero or your villain ?

shall we eat all the poison and leave all the questions behind ?

all the chemicals and alcohol make for a volatile love

i never wanna lose you ; but i feel that this closeness will tear us apart 

if there is one thing that Ii'm guilty of It's loving and giving when you take too much 

it ain't the knife ; it's the way that you use it

you've been killing me softly and finally the pain is too much 

i'm all out of whisky to soak up the damage you've done 

you're the one to blame ; you hold a smoking gun 

we only talk when things go wrong 

loving you the way i do ; it hurts 

she's so hard to please ; she's a forest fire 

you're a little much for me ; you're a liability 

i was the match and you were the rock ; maybe we started this fire

carpet burns on my elbows ; the marks on your neck ; they the trophies of our love

unrequited. ( 47 lyrics )

and the things that keep us apart keep me alive

i can't make you love me if you don't

i'll close my eyes ; because then i won't see the love you don't feel 

you can't make your heart feel somethin' that it won't

do you know how it feels to crave a body made of steel ?

you won't even notice that i'm gone

you consume my thoughts ; i'm not sure that i'm in yours at all

i desperately still want someone who never wanted me

we're in too deep ; so let go of my hand

maybe i wasn't worth the pain

and all i'm thinking about is not thinking about you

funny how the hurt is never equal when it all falls

if i told you solitude fits me like a glove would you let me out ? 

i tell myself all the words he surely meant to say

take my best wishes if you won't take me with you

i'm searching for something that i can't reach

i'm reaching out and i just can't tell you why i'm caught up in you

tell me that you love me even if it's fake

it could be better if i kept it to myself

this meant more to you than it did to me 

just please don't say you love me ; cause i might not say it back

they say the heart only wants what it can't have ; so i guess your hand in mine will never fit

but if i can't have you i'll walk this life alone 

in the dead of night ; i'll meet you in my sleep 

i want all that is not mine 

i would rather learn what it feels like to burn than feel nothing at all

i wish you had words to cool this fever that is killing me

only ever in dreams i wrap my arms around you

what's the point in playing a game you're gonna lose ?

you rest your bones somewhere far from my own

i needed love but it's never the same 

i'm sick and tired of loving you more 

i'm not what you wanted ; i'm not what you need 

please don't tell me you want me ; please don't say you do 

i'd love to reciprocate your love but i'm incapable

you say you love me so much ; but i don't want your love

i gave my all ; but i think my all may have been too much  

but in reality ; your love will never be

you deserve forever ; not a boy looking for better

like ships in the night ; you keep passing me by 

i’m no longer what you require 

i adore you ; but there's a hole in the cup that should hold your love

dreaming with a broken heart 

it's never the same if you don't feel it too

the opposite of love's indifference 

is there not enough to use your love for me ?

you don’t know how i fight for you and believe in your aims

forbidden. ( 10 lyrics )

the words that you whispered for just us to know 

put your lips close to mine ; as long as they don't touch

what a sad beautiful tragic love affair

i'm wanting you but can't go back

i don't have a choice but i'd still choose you

this is dangerous 'cause i want you so much

hanging our hearts in disgrace

for a chance to be with you ; i'd gladly risk it all

just a longing ; gone without a trace

begging for the slightest touch 

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i just really hope malia defends tf out of scott to stiles in 5b