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The cut that always bleeds | Vinnie Hacker

pairing: vinnie hacker x fem!reader

summary: you’re just a cut that sometimes seems to bleed.

warnings: toxic relationship, manipulation, angst, a little fluff, naive reader, manipulator Vinnie

used song: the cut that always bleeds by Conan Gray

─── ୨୧ ───

“I don’t love you anymore”

You stood there, before him. Your face pale, your cheeks drenched in hot tears, streaming down your face. Your eyes full of new, unshed ones.

Your stomach hurt. Your heart sunk at the sound of the tone he said those words in.

He stood in front of you, his eyes seemed guilty. But something in you knew it wasn’t how it looked.

a pretty line that I adore. Five words that I’ve heard before.

It wasn’t the first time he told you that. It wasn’t the first time you packed all your remaining stuff you had over at his.

It was all too familiar. You were used to this never ending cycle.

He’d tell you those pretty lines, those five words. And you leave. But it happened too many times now, that you know exactly what’s gonna happen next.

Cause you keep me on a rope. And tied a noose around my throat. You're gone, then back at my door.

You opened the door, already knowing who was there, waiting for you.

The same bouquet of flowers in hand, knowing this kind of flowers was your favorite.

He stood there, his eyes pleading. His mouth full of apologies, taking all the things he said back.

As he always did. And you forgave him, as you always did.

“Cause if you're gonna leave,” you started your sentence as you were back in his bed, cuddled up into his side. His strong arms around you again.

like nothing ever happened.

“Better leave, better do it fast”

He interrupted you, placing his pointer finger over you lips, shaking his head.

His tone soft, but firm.

“Shh, we talked about that already”

You nodded your head, looking at him with that expression on your face. With that sparkle in your eyes he craved.

The words you wanted to say, died on your tongue the second he pressed his lips against yours, pulling you closer by the waist.

'Cause you know what you're doing. When you're coming back. And I don't wanna have. Another heart attack

And he did it all again.

Like the last time, he broke all the promises he gave you. Left you alone in your apartment again, wondering what was wrong with you.

But of course, you ran back into his arms immediately after he texted you.

“At yours in 10, baby”

Only one, simple text. A little swipe of his finger across the keyboard and you felt giddy.

Oh, I can't be. Your lover on a leash. Every other week. When you please

You always waited for him. Like a dog, waiting for his owner to come home after work.

You haven’t heard from him in a week. He said he’d be busy when you were saying your goodbyes, but you didn’t know he wouldn’t even text you.

So you made your own plans, forgetting about whatever mess you were in.

And yet, the second his voice was heard through your phone, your plans weren’t so important anymore.

“Dinners at mine tonight. I really need you”

You were sure he heard the excitement in your voice when you accepted his invitation.

If it was even an invitation.

The low chuckle that left his lips at your excitement, made you smile even more. Made you excited even more.

Oh, I can't be. kiss that you don't need. The lie between your teeth. The cut that always bleeds

You stared at all the photos of you and him in your room. Of all the things he gave you. The dry flowers you kept.

The handwritten letters he gave.

Love, Vinnie.

Written at the end of all of them. A little heart adoring the two words. The two words that cut so deep.

the cut that always bleeds.

Say you love somebody new. And beat my heart, to black and blue

You shook your head at his words, not being able to believe what came out of his mouth.

“No, that’s not-“ you stopped speaking when you saw the look on his face.

Something between guilt and…pleading?

“It’s not like I’ll forget us. I just feel like it’s not us, what I want.”

Those words played in your mind all night long as you cried into your pillow, his scent suffocating you.

Your favorite plushie, the one he gave you, pressed against your chest as you sobbed, trying to get rid of the pain in your chest.

And they leave, and it's me You come back to

The second you saw him standing outside your apartment, his clothes drenched from rain, you knew what would happen.

An apologetic look on his face. His eyes red from crying, matching your own.

Without thinking about it, without even hesitating you stepped aside, letting him come in.

again, just like you always did.

His arms went around your waist immediately, pulling you into his chest, his face buried into your hair.

He breathed heavily, your hair getting wet from his tears as he apologized.

Over and over again.

Like a prayer, like a habit he was used to.

Because he really was.

To say you loved me all along. And kiss the bruises 'til they're gone

Your face was buried in his neck, his arms wrapped around your form as you cried. Sobs muffled by his skin.

He caressed your skin under the shirt you had on, whispering sweet nothings into your ear.

His touch gentle, his words even gentler.

You titled your head back, looking up at him. Eyes full of unshed tears, cheeks wet from the ones that streamed down your face.

He looked down at you, his other hand moving to your hair, playing with the ends of your hair, knowing it always calmed you down.

You didn’t tell him anything. You didn’t even have to, because he knew you. He knew it by the look on your face.

“I love you, always”

He told you, whispering it like a secret. Because he knew you wanted to hear it, even if he didn’t mean it.

But you believed him, of course you did.

Because the way he looked at you, the way he kissed your tears away. So gently. It made you forget every bad thing that he ever did.

Bittersweet, 'cause I can't breathe Inside your arms

You stayed in his arms for what felt like eternity, he was whispering into your ear the entire time.

But you didn’t feel better, because you knew he’d be gone again. Like he always was.

You felt like suffocating.

Like his hands were wrapped around your neck instead of your waist.

You almost couldn’t breathe.

But even though you're killing me. I, I need you like the air I breathe

It was your turn to stand at his doorstep, looking at him with pleading expression on your face. Tears in your eyes because of everything you had on your mind.

Everything was too much for you. You just needed someone to hold you.

You needed him to hold you.

And he was there, taking your smaller body into his arms, holding you close to his chest.

You sobbed, letting it all out.

“I’m so sorry. I just-I-“

You couldn’t even form a sentence, your words cut off by your own sobs.

“Shh. It’s okay, baby. I’m here, you’re safe”

His soft spoken words made you nod, your sobs calming down as he held you.

You never wanted to admit it, but you needed him. A lot more than you thought.

I need, I need you more than me

You never thought you’d be pleading. That you’d be begging him not to leave again.

It was the first time. The first time you were scared he’d leave. The first time you didn’t want him to leave.

Even just for a short amount of time as always.

“You know we’re better off without each other, baby”

He mumbled out, using that pet name.

That stupid little pet name.

You shook your head. Maybe he was right.

Of course he was.

But you didn’t want to admit it. You’d never admit it.

You tried to hold yourself together. Tried to hold in the tears.

“Baby, this isn’t what you deserve”

He gestured the space between the two of you.

“This isn’t what you need. I’m not what you need”

You shook your head at those words, looking up at him with those doe eyes of yours.

The eyes that made him so weak.

“I need you more than anything”

You mumbled out softly, your tone almost a whisper.

He didn’t need you though. So he walked away, leaving you there crying.

‘Cause I could be Your lover on a leash. Every other week. When you please

“At mine in 10? It’s been a bad day, I need something to cheer me up”

You stared at the message, a smile finding its way to your lips even though you tried to suppress it.

“By something, I mean you”

He texted seconds later.

But you were already getting ready. Looking forward to seeing him after a while.

You weren’t mad anymore. Weren’t sad anymore.

You just wanted to see him, not caring about anything else.

Oh, I could be. Anything you need.

His hand tickled the sensitive spots on your stomach as he stood behind you, looking over your shoulder as you cooked dinner.

“You’re distracting me”

You giggled out, turning around to look at him, wrapping your arms around his neck. As he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you closer.

“Nah, I’m just trying to spend time with my love”

You shook your head at his words, your gaze softening.

He buried his face in the crook of your neck, breathing in your perfume.

“I never want to lose you”

He mumbled into your neck.

You cleared your throat, thinking about it all in that moment. You were almost sure that it’d end the same way as always.

But that still didn’t stop you from being with him every second you could.

“I’ll be here with you, always”

You whispered when he looked back at you.

“As long as you don’t leave”

He shook his head, leaning in, capturing your lips together.

the cut that always..

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Hi, my babes!!

I hope you like this one, because I really do.

I’d be really grateful if you’d write me your opinion.

And maybe send some requests if you have some ideas in your mind.

Happy Easter, by the way 🐣.

love you all ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

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heartsforvin · 1 year ago

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LOVE AFTER LOSS

vinnie fluff !!! hope you guys like it !!!

this might be a bit long so buckle up !!

pairing: single dad!vinnie hacker x fem!reader

warnings: lil bit of angst, purely fluff though, cussing, mentions of anxiety & depression, mentions of abandonment, use of y/n, lmk if i missed anything !!!

summary: life after his son’s mother left them has been difficult, but what happens when vinnie stumbles upon you?

vinnie had met his son’s mother two years before his son was born. they were the happiest they could be, having spent two years loving each other.

when his son wesley was born, they were both over the moon excited to become parents, even if they were younger than the average parents.

about two months into wesley’s life, his mother had struggled heavily with depression and the anxieties of being a new mother.

she couldn’t handle the pressure of motherhood, on top of the depression and anxiety, so she had written vinnie a note and decided to take off.

when vinnie read the note he was crushed, he couldn’t believe she could do this to not only him, but their son as well.

it’s been two years since then, wesley had just turned two and vinnie could not be more proud of his son.

single parenting had its ups and downs for sure, but the two were doing good for the most part, as long as they had each other vinnie knew they’d both be okay.

wesley had been talking a lot more, still not fully grasping full on sentences, but he was definitely getting there sooner rather than later.

watching his son grow and talk made vinnie more than happy. he couldn’t believe this was his life, despite everything that happened.

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vinnie was currently making lunch for his son, while wesley sat in his high chair and colored on a coloring book while he waited.

light music played as vinnie finished up making mac and cheese for his son. he got out strawberries and cut them in smaller pieces for the boy to eat.

“dada, look!” wesley exclaimed as he held up the book, smiling widely at his dad.

vinnie turned around to face his son, looking the book he was holding. “that’s great buddy! gonna have to frame it.” he told his son with a smile.

wesley’s grin didn’t falter until he watched his dad turn around again and finish plating the food.

“alright bub, mac and cheese and strawberries, just like you asked.” vinnie announced as he walked over to the high chair.

he moved the coloring book and crayons out of the way making wesley whine. “no whining wes,” he said, placing the plate on the table.

“remember what i told you if you’re good and eat all your lunch?” vinnie asked, making wesley nod as he shoved a spoonful of mac and cheese in his mouth.

vinnie smiled and grabbed a napkin to wipe his sons face. “we’ll go out for ice cream after, alright?”

wesley’s smile widened as he dropped his spoon. “okay, dada!”

vinnie laughed as he watched his son quickly scoop up mac and cheese and shove it in his mouth along with strawberries. he grabbed the spoon from his grasp.

“slow down, buddy,” vinnie chuckled as he slowly helped his son finish his food. “you don’t have to finish it all, just majority, okay?”

wesley nodded his head, cooperating as his dad helped him finish up his lunch. about five minutes later, he had told vinnie he was finished.

vinnie smiled as he grabbed the plate and stood up to wipe the rest in the garbage. “good job, bubba.” vinnie smiled at his son.

he put the plate in the sink and helped his son out of the high chair. “let’s clean you up and you can go play, okay?”

wesley nodded and walked with vinnie to the sink. vinnie lifted wesley up on the counter, grabbed a wet wash cloth and wiped the boys face clean.

“all good.” vinnie said as he helped wesley down, watching him run into the living room where all his toys were.

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a few hours later, just as vinnie promised, he took wesley out for ice cream. everything was packed up and ready to go.

the ice cream shop was only ten minutes from vinnie’s apartment, so it wasn’t too far of a drive.

once vinnie parked his car and shut off the ignition, he unbuckled wesley from his car set and closed the door once he was in his arms.

“what’cha gonna get, wes?” he asks his son as they walk to the ice cream shop.

wesley doesn’t reply, he looks up at the sky like he’s thinking, making vinnie laugh.

“what’s funny, dada?” wesley’s sweet voice is heard, making vinnie smile.

“you are buddy,” he says, tickling the boy’s tummy. “now, chocolate or strawberry?” vinnie asks as they enter the shop.

chocolate and strawberry are wesley’s favorite flavors. vinnie knows how indecisive his son can get when trying to pick between the two.

luckily, it don’t take the boy too long this time and he chose strawberry.

vinnie walks up to the counter and places the order for both of them. they wait a few minutes until they get their small bowls of the treat and go to sit down.

“how is it, bubba? everything you ever wanted?” vinnie asks after a few minutes.

wesley smiles, added with an ‘mhm!’ seeing as his mouth was full of ice cream.

vinnie grabbed a few napkins and wiped the boys face, ice cream getting all over his cheeks.

after ice cream, vinnie decided to take wesley to the park to burn off the remaining energy he may have.

“okay bud, i’ll be right here with water if you need it, go have fun.” vinnie smiled before his son ran off to the slide.

it was about an hour and a half before sunset, so there was enough time for wesley to burn some steam.

as vinnie kept an eye on his son playing with one other kid, he glanced over to his left and saw a girl sit next to him.

he gave her a polite smile before eyes locking on his son again.

“is he yours?” the girl asked, immediately feeling embarrassed for asking such a silly question.

vinnie turned to the girl and smiled. “yeah.” he replied.

the girl smiled and nodded. “thats my niece, she’s four.”

vinnie nodded. “my son, wesley. just turned two.” he announced.

the girl held out her hand for vinnie to shake. “i’m y/n, by the way.” she gave him a slight smile.

“vinnie.” he replied, shaking your hand.

the two of you talk, you learn he’s a single father trying to give his son the best life he could have.

you smiled at how he talked about his son, the way he loved his son was so sweet.

the sun was just about to fully set when vinnie called over wesley for the night.

“come on buddy, time to go home and get ready for bed.” vinnie called out, grabbing the water bottle and standing up.

wesley came up to his father with a pout, making vinnie give him a sad smile.

“hey it was nice to meet you, see you around, yeah?” vinnie said to you as he quickly scooped his son up in his arms.

you blushed with a nod, calling over your niece soon after and taking her home as well.

◛⑅·˚ ༘ ♡

about a month had gone by and you had a feeling you’d never actually see vinnie again, until one day that you do.

you’re both by yourselves this time, surprised to not see his son by his side since they seemed attached at the hip.

you’re at a local coffee shop in seattle, one you’ve been going to since highschool.

you notice the man standing by the counter as he waits for his drink, you order and head that way.

“hey, vinnie, right?” you ask as you approach the counter.

vinnie turns around with a smile and nods. “hey y/n, how’ve you been?”

you smile as your name leaves his mouth. when you two first met it was dark, you could merely see him in the dim lighting.

now that you get to see him in daylight, you saw how attractive he was. strong features, stubble growing in, beautiful brown eyes, and blonde curls that his son had obviously taken from his father.

vinnie, was doing the same with you. it had been so hard to get over wesley’s mother, it was like she was glued to him for months.

when he met you, however, it’s like his world stopped. you were the most beautiful girl he’s seen, and he needed you to know.

“you’re beautiful, you know?” he had no shame in saying it, there was no reason to when it was obvious.

blushing, you thanked him quietly before telling him how handsome he is.

the two of you got your drinks and decided to sit together. the two of you got to know each other more and even exchanged numbers.

“you been in seattle awhile?” you asked vinnie, seeing as it was kind of an important question to ask.

vinnie took a sip of his drink quickly before responding. he cleared his throat. if he was going to tell you the answer, mind as well say it truthfully.

“i was born and raised here but moved to california when i was eighteen,” he informed, you nodded. “i met wes’ mother then, things happened and wes was born. then shit happened with her so i decided to move back before wesley was one.” he explained.

you gave him a sympathetic look with a weak smile at the mention of things going south with the little boy’s mom. vinnie however, just shrugged it off.

“how about you, though?” he asked, and you sat up a bit straighter and gave him a smile.

“i grew up here too,” you replied. “never really left other than traveling, really.”

vinnie smiled and his mind immediately started racing with questions. how had they never crossed paths until recently?

they had to have at some point. unless they lived on opposite ends of the city.

you notice his confusion in the facial expressions he’s making and you giggle. little do you know, that just made vinnies heart jump.

it’s been so long since he’s felt this way, especially this early into meeting someone.

“you’re wondering how we haven’t met until now.” he goes wide eyed at your statement, wondering how you read through his mind.

vinnie stifles a laugh, smile added to it. “gorgeous and a mind reader, you’re two for two so far.”

you smile and blush at his statement, vinnie chuckling softly at your reaction.

another hour goes by and vinnie’s phone goes off. you glance down and quickly notice the text.

“oh shit it’s my mom, hold on.” he tells you apologetically.

you nod with a small smile as you wait for him to respond to his mom.

after a second he sets his phone down, smiling at you as he takes a sip of his drink.

“i’m sorry to cut this short, much rather spend a whole day than an hour with you,” he chuckles. “but wes comes first, and if we’re gonna continue to see each other, even if this is our second time meeting, i need you to know that.”

you take his words seriously, understanding completely that him being a father to his son comes before any woman he may want to see.

you nod. “of course, i understand.” you say as you stand up, he follows.

“you have my number, gimme a call when you can. might not be the most romantic, but bring wesley too if you want, maybe ill have my niece over.” you say with a smile.

vinnie smiles and goes in for a hug. you hug him back and pull away, grabbing your purse from the seat.

“i’ll call you.” he says with a smile before saying goodbye.

months go by and you and vinnie continue to see each other the best you can considering his schedule. he even properly introduced wesley to you, the boy being hesitant at first, but warming up to you quickly.

vinnie had told you he wants to take things slow, you were completely on board with that and honestly wanted it too.

you’ve been to his place a lot more in the past few months, even spending nights there sometimes. vinnie still hasn’t asked you to be his girlfriend, but it doesn’t bother you.

you know what he went through with wesley’s mother, the hurt it put him through, you don’t want to rush him into something.

the two of you are sitting on his couch watching a movie as wesley’s playing with his toys on the coffee table in front of you.

his arm is around your waist, he kisses your head before pulling you into him. you lay your head on his shoulder as you watch the boy in front of you play with his toy’s, along with the movie.

you feel vinnie lean in so you feel his breath on your ear. “you’ll be my girl one day, just gimme time.” he whispers.

you smile, tears threaten to spill from your eyes at the confession. you feel vinnie kiss your cheek as you continue to watch the movie.

vinnie never thought he’d be here two years later, but here he is, and he couldn’t be happier.

GIRLLLLLLL I LOVED THIS and i hope you all did too !! this is for the nonnie who asked for more vinnie fluff

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