#part of me being a mostly offline girl in august was so id get over some of my insecurities | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

transdeans · 2 years

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even though i've deleted my last two posts talking about my drafts. while we're on the topic i have SO many good posts in there that i want to share but they were in relation to events happening at the time so it doesn't make sense to randomly post them now. sickening.

#part of me being a mostly offline girl in august was so id get over some of my insecurities #and stop feeling like every word i say is gonna be misinterpreted or have me put under a microscope #but nah clearly it didnt help. how can yall just say anything and talk to people without being scared out of your mind.#anyways im hopefully not gonna get spooked and delete this too. and hopefully ill start posting my thoughts in the future.#i hate to contribute to the community dying but im still not gonna be here as much as i used to #bc see my first tags. being scared and feeling like an alien trying to fit in here all the time has not been healthy for me #and i still need time to give my brain a rest and see if i can get better about that #anyway thanks if you read this this far and for following me even though im like this <3 #and if anyone else relates. we need to be friends because i cannot keep feeling like this all on my own lmao.

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