#perfectionism ruins my artistic instincts i need to do a psychedelic STAT
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#i have been going through the worst artists block for the past year or so#like everything i try to make just fails#and its killing me i feel so out of touch with myself#i thought it would get better when i started working part time idk#it feels worse almost#im so uninspired#and i wish seeing other peoples stuff inspired me more but honestly most of the time it makes me feel even more hopeless#i want to be as good as them i just have to keep fucking practicing#im going to michaels tomorrow if that doesnt get me riled up to make something actually cool then idk what the fuck will#its like one out of every 10 looks i do that im even halfway happy with. and i dont even have the willpower to try often as i should#perfectionism ruins my artistic instincts i need to do a psychedelic STAT#also like this isnt actually that big of a prob my life is truly beautiful and i love being alive fr#i just miss the feeling of creating a look I loved several times a week. like have i literally peaked....#anyways if u read all of this WHO are u i think thats so amazing i feel like im shouting into a void when i do this#tala talks
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