#please give me another chance

[callmebabyred]

So scared so scared so scared

[krypto6661]

I pierced my septum and I love it

[bound-vivisection]

Please share more thoughts about Steddie hand feeding. The first thing that came to mind was Steve on his knees being fed which is great, but now I can’t stop picturing Eddie on the couch reading completely ignoring Steve who’s been needy all day. He’d make Steve be quiet and sit still like a good boy except when Eddie snaps his fingers that means he has to give daddy a piece of his snack

((Dear God I am so sorry this was supposed to be nice and it ended up being mean because I am a mean person please forgive me adfjgfks))

Steve was pouting. His day had initially started off amazingly. Eddie waking him up with their head between his thighs, nursing his throbbing cock sweetly. He quickly found himself clutching their wild curls, a familiar burn setting in his stomach.

“Nngh- Daddy gonna cum- please?”

Instead of answering Eddie gave a soft hum of acknowledgment, his half lidded eyes meeting Steve’s. They slowly pulled away from his cock with a soft pop, licking a broad stripe over the twitching length. Pressing a cruelly sweet kiss at the base before pushing himself up and off the bed.

“Come on baby, time to get ready.” Eddie quickly began dressing himself. Picking up a previously worn pair of pants up off the floor and sniffing them before deeming them acceptable to be reworn.

“Hh- what?” Steve’s pleasure drunk brain raced to catch up, his poor cock jerking with realization that he would not be cumming anytime soon.

Admittedly he had been moody the rest of the day. Eddie had dragged him to do numerous chores around town as if he hadn’t been leaking in his pants. Anytime he had attempted to get their attention he had been brushed off. The few times he had gotten his Daddy’s attention long enough to play had ended much the same way. Eddie edging his desperate cock only to completely stop when he got close. Eddie had been especially cruel when he fingered his messy cunt in the family bathroom of the general store, cupping his free hand over Steve’s gapping mouth to keep him quiet.

Now here he was, sitting on his knees where Eddie placed him in front of the couch. Eddie laid across the couch, feet propped up on the opposite armrest. He had put on a random movie that Steve honestly couldn’t care less about, before burying himself in a book. They had at least been kind enough to make him a bag of popcorn before completely ignoring him.

Steve huffed quietly, frustrated tears welling in his eyes as he bitterly popped one of the kernels in his mouth. He had managed to distract himself enough between the popcorn and the movie that he almost didn’t hear the sharp snap.

His head turned to look at Eddie’s expectant gaze.

“What?” Steve questioned with genuine confusion.

“Popcorn, Stevie. Feed me some.”

Steve couldn’t help but snort in disbelief. “Must suck to want something huh?”

He had said the words before thinking, when he processed what he had actually said he felt cold fear crawl it’s way into his chest. Judging by the knowing smirk on Eddie’s face, for good reason.

Eddie’s usual warm brown eyes had darkened, his expression unbothered as he through his legs over the side of the couch to sit up properly in front of Steve.

“Sorry, what was that sweetie?” Eddie tilted his head as he asked.

Swallowing around a dry mouth, Steve contemplated his next words. “I’ve been trying to get your attention all day Daddy.”

Eddie clicked his tongue thoughtfully at Steve’s answer. Shaking his head with a little chuckle as he braced his hands on his knees, pushing himself to stand dramatically as he always does. Stepping closer to Steve until his scuffed shoes where aligned with their tender aching knees.

Reaching down to grip Steve by the chin, not so kindly yanking his gaze up to meet his.

“Well you got my attention now, brat. Make it worth my while.”

[gulaabjamoon]

going thru my chats from 2 years ago and. oh my god I was such an awful texter

[chancethegringo]

I miss you so much Diana 😔

1/26/2020

[texanmight]

I know you dont like talking to me anymore

And i know i probably dont deserve your attention anymore or a second chance

But what i also know, is that we made a promise to each other one night, that we would never give up on each other and we would resolve whatever issues we may have run into

Im still here keeping that promise, even after all the hateful unnecessary words that have been spoken, even after all the threats

So why did you run away so quickly? I always thought you were the one terrified of separation but i guess it was really me all along

So here i stand waiting for you, braving these dark times alone because if ive learned anything about myself in this past year its that i only want you, nobody else even comes close to you

You still are the most amazing woman ive ever had the honor of knowing

[cortesie-blog]

Walang pasok ngayon pleaseeee

[peaceablyme]

Mark my words. This is far from over. Time travel may not exist. But that doesn't mean i can't start over from the very beginning. Hi, my name is...

[scooby-snax407-blog]

The wolf and his moon.

The way his heart calls her name,

and the way a wolf howls at the moon: both the same.

It fills his head… like wild instincts he cant tame,

She’s as far as the moon from him- he’s the only one to blame.

Her smile was what lead him through the darkness of the night,

He never had to rely on anyone before… but she assured him it was all right,

A lone wolf with no pack he always assumed his goals were often out of sight,

Tonight the young wolf finds himself at the bottom of a mountain…

ready to climb as high as he needs to be closer to her light.

And as a full moon turns to a new moon his fears rise,

His heart heavy, his direction lost, sadness veils his eyes.

His heart calls her name,

the same way a wolfs howl crosses the night skies.

She was as silent as the space between the mountain and the moon, 

And he knows he’s the only one to blame… it was no surprise.

[patchwork-soldiers]

I tend to always give people that I haven’t spoken to in while a second chance. No matter how long it’s been or whatever they did to hurt me, I’m always curious about what they have to offer in the future in stead of dwelling on the past.

Who knows what interesting doors I might unlock there. Second chances are amazing in my opinion, because a lot of people actually learn from their mistakes even though it doesn’t always seem that way and even if they didn’t learn, you’ll never know if you don’t give them another chance to prove themselves. Also, I would be really happy if some people gave me a second chance.

I feel like it gives me a little hope for humanity if I start with something small such as forgiving. Forgiving but never forgetting.

[chancethegringo]

So yesterday I dropped off a gift I meant to give you back on Christmas Day. It was an acoshiba calendar cause I knew how much you adored acoshiba. I dropped it off in your mailbox at like 8pm and left. You didn’t happen to be home I assume you were working your night shift at inova. I figured you text me the next day after seeing it and I was hoping it would be a positive text, something that wouldn’t make me sad or hurt but I got a text from you while I was at work and we had these back-and-forth messages but reading this specific message hurt my heart so much. In my heart i don’t believe you’re seeing someone else. I feel like you said it out of spite after telling me to move on and me telling you that I can’t. I believe you said those words to make me move on. I hope you’re not actually seeing someone else Diana 😔💔. After everything that was said idk call me crazy but my gut is telling me you’re my life partner even if it’s not right now at this very moment. Shit call my Joe from the Netflix series “You” cause I’m head over heels for you although I’m not gonna creep or be weird so I guess I’m not exactly like Joe but you get what I’m saying. I miss you Diana, I miss your presence, your hugs, kisses, smile, laugh, the way you looked at me, you showed me a love so real and authentic. My heart told me “she’s the one” but you’re not here anymore and it hurts.

1/13/2020

[unseen-deamon]

I'm sorry I hurt you. I really am. I wanna change. I can make myself less busy. I can set up Skype calls with you everyday during the work week. Maybe even on Saturdays as well. I can be there for you. I can listen to your anxieties and fears. I won't push your emotions away ever again. I can travel over there during my winter break. I can end the secrecy of our relationship from our parents. I can support you in anyway you want me too. Just don't leave me.

[vintagezayn]

i miss you

me

[s0nax]

Im really hoping that all of this is just one long bad nightmare and that when I wake up...I'm with you.