#plus it’s better than ‘some people are just unlucky some people jsut suffer’ because that’s unfair
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do you think we suffer for the same reasons our ocs do, any gods out there are venting their feelings through us in order to feel better?
#whimsy whispers#another night of me trying to rationalize why I suffer#idk maybe I’d be less resentful if this were the case#I do this to my creations and if there’s a god doing this to me because it helps them feel better then maybe that would be okay?#but also like how would I possibly know if that’s how any of this works#every day I have a new reason to blame my suffering on#the universe hates me god is laughing at my suffering I’ve been cursed since birth or maybe i was a bad person in some past life and this is#my punishment for that#anything to make everything make sense and idk give me something to blame#because im aware a lot of my problems are my own fault but not everything is#ofc the more realistic answer is just that the world is bad in so many ways and I simply wasn’t raised in a great way but idk thinking that#cosmic karma and divine intervention played some role makes it easier for me to come to terms with#plus it’s better than ‘some people are just unlucky some people jsut suffer’ because that’s unfair#at least with the other prompts im serving some sort of purpose#if im suffering for amusement or an outlet for pain or to make up for some kind of sin I feel less mad and bitter#but like i already said im just being dumb#sometimes life just sucks for no special reason
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