#plus it's evolved a lot from my original concept which was just. dean grieving and planting a garden in cas's memory until cas returns
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wanna finish writing my garden fic but i’m kinda wilting
#like. usually i'm very confident and like yeah !! i'm literally writing this for me and only me bc i make the content i want to consume !#but now im feeling like :( idk#like it feels like i'm putting in all this work for an audience of one#which is stupid bc i Know there are ppl who've expressed interest in the fic and asked to be tagged etc#but i'm like. what if it doesn't live up to the hype ?? ugh.#plus it's evolved a lot from my original concept which was just. dean grieving and planting a garden in cas's memory until cas returns#and now it's also very much a 'dean is a good parent to jack' manifesto#so now i'm doubting if i've gone off track idk too many conflicting thoughts and feelings but i'll be fine just a little bump#i think it's rly that i'm just feeling burnt out abt work stuff and stressed abt a trip i'm going on at the end of the month#and it's putting a damper on my creative energies and making me channel my other anxieties onto there#lmao @ me psychoanalyzing myself in the tags
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