#polycule renn faire day

[voidnumber9]

Geez RSD sucks. Just bc the last few minutes were a bit awkward feeling, my brain wants to exaggerate any other “not perfect” moment and tell me the whole thing was awkward and I shouldn’t have gone. I had fun though! And I’m sure so did everybody else! But brain is mean!

I guess I feel like I horned in since the earliest version of the plan didn’t involve me.

And it feels like asking for reassurance that it wasn’t awkward would just make it awkward lol.

But I can feel better just thinking about the good parts, and the other parts of the day too.

[jackverdis]

Me, about to go into the first of sixteen days of work in a row: it's not retail. It's not retail and they can't do anything to you. This overtime will pay for the Renn Fest and Hogswatch both. It's not retail. You work for the government. It's not retail. You literally don't even do anything. Its sixteen days of drawing time. It's not retail. It's literally not even capitalism. It's not retail.

Me, leaving my polycule to fucking fend for themselves: Fuck hustle culture but this American dream bullshit is making sure you lot get fair housing

Theres not really a point here, I'm just distressed. It was only supposed to be five (a regular week) plus nine for the big event. And my one day got taken away. The one I had a doctor's appointment in that I now get to leave early for, but still gotta show up for in the first place.