#pretty shitty so sad lol :') i hope it looks good on other ppls phones at least heh~

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For jjong month ♡ part [1/4]

[sanguinarius-archive]

Hey! Could I get to know some of your headcanons about dickfigures/your designs for them? :D

ya ya sure!!!!

i already have my designs for them up if you havent seen, here they are!

as for headcanons idk how long this post will be so ill just add a read more for anyone who might not wanna scroll thru it all lol

red!!!!!

his real name is rowan bc i thought it was cute, also it means “little red one” which is eVEN BETTER

he’s nonbinary masc and bisexual! the self projection is REAL

he has adhd

most of my headcanons kinda flow into my own version of dick figures because i’m not very Satisfied with canon NJSJDNSKM so like. for example red doesn’t just kill people or whatever. he gets into fights and has scars and wears bandaids a lot bc of them

he graduated college with blue, he got a bachelor’s degree in fine arts (honestly idk how college works bc im a grade 10 baby so if thats like totally wrong just let me know also im. canadian so idk how american school system works LOL)

red got suspended a lot in high school but never expelled. mostly bc he got in fights that were mainly him protecting stacey from shitty people (he sees her as his sister so he was rlly protective) and the school wasnt really sure what else to do so they just. you know. suspended him a bunch of times hoping itd do something but it didnt

he hates his dad! reason being is bc when he was born, his dad was actually an alien able to disguise himself as human, so he wanted to take red back to his home planet cuz red turned out to be more powerful than anything his dad had ever seen. but red’s mom was like Nope, so she snuck out with him and his plush cat (kitty amazing) and they were never found. red is very close with his mom and is scared of his dad coming back someday

we know he canonically likes rlly loud music so im just gonna project here and say he’s a metalhead. at least, some form of it. he likes the alt scene music and industrial rock. examples being deftones, nine inch nails, skinny puppy, rage against the machine, kittie and others. it keeps him focused and calm

bLUE!!!

we know blue was bullied as a kid but i dont wanna say red also bullied him bc i feel like thats just wrong to me? MAYBE ITS NOT ACTUALLY but it just makes me sad so like. lets say red, being as protective as he is, stood up for blue a lot cuz he was like “oh this kid cant fight” so he knew what to do

blue dated pink for awhile but they mutually agreed to break up after blue realized this wasnt what he wanted (he came to the conclusion that he was gay, well, he knew for awhile but it was Internalized Homophobia)

he grew up in a very conservative family so to see the world completely differently by meeting red, ems (lt), pink and stacey was a very good thing for him. unfortunately even tho his family did love him, it was conditional so they stopped talking to him after he came out. thankfully he’d already graduated high school by that point

despite being emotional blue isn’t very good at understanding how he’s an emotional person. he’s able to distinct one feeling from another and analyze them, but it’s just... hard for him to kind of. process WHY he feels a certain way? which is what’s led to a lot of his struggles in getting closer with ppl

he loooves reading and writing we already know this but i mean come on. he also got a bachelor’s degree in english/ela. so he’s able to become a teacher ig but he doesn’t really want to? at least not for awhile yet

blue was ems’ first friend. at first he couldn’t understand why they had tics but decided he shouldn’t get into someone else’s business. he didn’t find it weird, just cool!

he and red would always pair up for projects if they had classes together!!!!!! blue would do the writing/research and red would do the illustrations. they always turned out really good even if it ended with red cramming it at the last minute

surprisingly hates broseph more than red. well i mean its not surprising, because broseph was always a huge DICK to him

blue’s real name is wyatt!!!!! i forget the meaning but i felt the sound of it and the meaning fit him well

piiiiink!!!!!!!!!!

she’s still in college, getting her doctorate to be an astrophysicist!

pink is very very smart and will help anyone who’s struggling with something in school. she was basically the genius who always got in the honor roll every year. but, she actually was really anxious especially with exams

pink encourages stacey to go back to school, and sometimes stacey does, but she always ends up leaving again. it’s a little stressful but pink has hope for her

she’s never drank one sip of alcohol in her entire life. she smoked weed once, but it felt weird so she didn’t do it again

ever since she and blue broke up she’s been very supportive of him bc she herself is bisexual!!! so she sees nothing weird about it. in fact, about almost a year later she started dating stacey

pink’s real name is lily. when she became friends with blue she met red through him and she was like “can i join your nickname thing” and they said “sure” so they called her pink. stacey sometimes calls her pinky or just pink but mostly lily

pink helped red with academics. even tho he was sometimes insufferable to work with (/j thats a Joke i promise she’s a very patient person) she didn’t give up on him!!!! in return he helped her out with some fitness stuff cuz pink was always insecure about gym, and later when she graduated she actually got into exercising bc of red!

she loves travelling and going for walks. she owns a lot of houseplants and she’s given them all names and takes very good care of them! she also owns an albino ball python named Velvet

STACEYYY!!!!!!!

stacey is nOT actually all about sex this time ok. i don’t like that. i mean she did have some personality in canon but it wasn’t much? anyways she just really likes to express herself thru tight/”risque” clothing like fishnets and leather and pleated skirts and thigh-highs and platform boots, all of that. basically she’s a goth girl but doesn’t really “act” like one

she’s really intelligent when it comes to animals and insects and will tell you anything you need to know. when she goes back to college she gets a degree in environmental science

stacey can play the electric and bass guitars!!!! she was in a band back in high school but it never really went anywhere beyond performances at parties in someone’s garage. not that she didn’t like it, looking back on it makes her feel happy, but she wished it continued. probably why she has a hard time going back to college bc she’s not sure what she really wants

stacey is a trans woman btw!!!!! unfortunately it was a little difficult in high school to be who she was bc some kids were jerks, but there were a lot of others who supported her which is good

she views red as her brother as well and they still hang out a lot

i haven’t really had time to focus on stacey and make headcanons and stuff for her so i don’t have a lot but... let’s say, secretly, she’s a scifi nerd. and for the sake of debate, let’s say she’s a marvel fan. if you count being a fan of deadpool as being a fan of marvel

LOVES GIRLS.... loves pink!!!

has very similar music taste to red’s!!!!!

emssss!!!!!!! (lt)

instead of being a stereotype of ppl with tourette’s syndrome, it’s just a normal thing that isn’t focused on a whole lot. it doesn’t make ems swear but if they get really really frustrated they’ll curse while doing one of their tics

ems is agender, i’d say they’re also ageless but i don’t really want to make them too “nonhuman” because i feel like that’s dehumanizing to people with tourette’s. so let’s just say most laws of existence don’t apply to them

they’re very friendly!

they’re an aspiring musician, just like in canon

ems is also big into horror movies believe it or not. they’re pretty critical of them though like most horror movie fans, and only like specific ones (i’m not a horror movie fan myself so i can’t say what Specific Ones they like ajsdhbjn just imagine they have good taste okay)

they r very artsy too and like doing crafts cause it gives them something to focus on. it’s just a hobby though it’s not something they’re Professional at

they love nature and flowers and trees and all kinds of plants and animals!!! they like to document what they see when they travel thru nature and stuff so they bring a camera with them (and their phone, but, you know whatever)

ems was never really affected by things people said to them regarding their syndrome. to them it was something they were born with, so they couldn’t bother to feel bad about themselves. in certain situations theyre able to control it but 90% of the time they don’t care about what ppl think

aaaand there u go!!! as for minor characters like raccoon, jason/trollz0r, broseph, dingleberry, they all exist (raccoon isnt a racist stereotype tho), i just dont focus on them a whole lot. most of my hcs for stacey and ems here were thought up on the spot since i havent had time to lay out all my ideas for them but i hope what i have here is good !!!!

also, red and blue ARE dating, and pink and stacey ARE ALSO dating. gay rights

[irlyloveweed420]

just ramble lmao

i wanna stop smoking weed to help maintain my fasting but my mom will most likely notice & question it. she's already suspicious about my sating habbits, i think its just mother insintic. we have a really strong connection(my phone is at 69% rn). i hate saying i'm ugly bc people say i look like my mom & my mom is the most beautiful women in history, so it just doesnt feel right. i feel like my weight makes me look uglier. i also love weed too much to just quit tbh. a dispensary in aj was sealing $60 OUNCES guys. i got one ounce to myself B) i'm at work rn & im high af& have nothing to do lol so i'll probably delete this later. if anyone is even reading this lmao. i feel like when i eat i fail & i'm "bad at my eating disorder". i've told a few ppl about my problems & i even let one of my coworkers follow me & everytime i eat around them i feel like they don't believe me. i'm at a normal weight, people say im skinny. idk how. it makes me sad in a way, i'm siting here hungry as fuck trying to see what everyone else easily sees. thinking about college again & i cant ever focus so yikes lmao. also i like this girl but im not confident at all so nothing will be done about it lol. maybe when i lose more weight i'll get the confidence.liittyyy.i literally went on a drive to phoenix & asu to my house in east mesa to aviod the family dinner. only to come home & binge. wasted so much gas but at least i know how to get to asu now lmao. i still magaed to lose 2lbs which is nice but i feel so shitty when i eat. i like being in control of food, there was so many things i couldn't control in my adolescence years but now as an adult im being in control of my eating habbits, other things too like i'm able to control my finances i've gotten good at not overspending.the trick is to not shop high. hot topic doesnt have a lot of scene shit & im upset. scene is dead & im having a hard time accepting it. its like im a slave to food. saying that realized that im getting worse lol like yeah we're slaves to food bc we need it??? i miss not feeling guilty everytime i eat. i really want a boyfriend or girlfriend but i feel like im too fat & im not pretty enough. the person i like is bigger than me & i still think she's beautiful but i can't apply that to myself. i feel like i'll only be pretty if i was thin& so many people around me are beautiful despite weight. i guess i just hate myself that much. i lost my juul already smh. i cant stop drinking diet coke like 1- its cheap 2- i hate tea & black coffee too much to physically swallow. i think its preventing me from losing weight as fast but it helps w cravings & saved me from binging a few times:) i just need taste, the juul really helps. i love the cram brulee (idk how to spell... i was so bad at spelling bees in elementary school in 6th grade i just spelt the first word wrong on purpose bc i didnt wanna waste my time)(also one time in 8th grade we had to run a mile around the school & i walked the entire way i was the last one ppl were waiting for me when i got back lol i'm still kimda proud of that)(when my older brother was im high school he straight up calculated how much he was to do to get a c i love him lmao) anyways i love mint anything starving make the breath stank tbh. it nice. this post is everywhere . its so cold put i fucking hate winter. i miss being a lifeguard i hope they rehire me lol maybe not but for now i can just believe. my coworkers were bitches tho it made the job harder. my boss was the sweetest & understanding person. her dad pasted away the summer of 2k17& her sister died im the summer of 2k18& one of her kittens died. she doesn't deserve that. i love her. i cant see myself dying from anyother cause than suicide. i've done coke like 7 or 8 times i lost track. i once took molly at a rave from someone i didnt know. i got in two car accidents literally 3 weeks apart. the 1st one was a butterfly effect type of thing, my friends car has a faulty airbag& was braking for a red light so she only hit this old dude going about 20mp & he just came out of nowhere out of a lot.