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i’m so goddamn tired
#dani vents#not ts#probs gonna delete later so yknow dont reblog#tag venting in 3 2 1#i don't even know where to begin and tbh this should be on my main blog but idk whatever anyway uh.#1) i haven't slept thru the night/for more than 4hrs at night in like two weeks. which means yes i've been napping a lot during the day.#which i guess would be fine except that i end up hating myself for it bc there's actually SO MUCH i need to be doing to start moving home#2) i need to move home LMAO. i still need to call hr or email my manager or something. figure out how to get backstage to return my costumes#ask if theres any way to get my 5yr pin. and THEN i need to pack all my stuff and idk how i'm gonna go about it. bc i highkey just want to#throw it all in big containers and call it a day. i also need to find out if there's any note in the rental agreement about giving#a notice to me moving?? but idk where the rental agreement is??? and i dont want to ask aeyrie???#and 3) the fucking messages from. Someone last night that have put me in a mood all Day. and i finally opened them and like everyone i asked#advice from says it was manipulative and insincere. the messages i mean. that this person's apology wasn't genuine. which i dont know just?#sucks? i dont know what else i expected. and now i know i need to finally just delete them off fb even tho ive been avoiding that bc i dont#want any potential conflict from our mutual irl friends. like idk!! deleting you off discord and snapchat probs shouldve been obvious!!#oh and ALSO just a little thing here except not that little bc it's a whole ass fucking trigger but there's been a singular ant at a time in#my room twice now and i want to fucking douse myself in bleach every time i fucking hate it.#ok im done now i think if u made it this far uh. sorry but also thank u for caring or something idk.
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