#ps !! the title is from everywhere everything by noah kahan

[lovedazai]

ever since you joined the port mafia four years ago and met dazai, you have an unspoken agreement: you’re each other’s person. you’re both stubborn enough to hold on to one another, even when everything else falls apart.

ft. dazai + f!reader, pm -> ada!dazai & reader, canon divergence, childhood friends to lovers, possessive behavior, descriptions of blood, injuries, depression, & suicide attempts, first times (will be tagged), spoilers for bsd light novels, every chapter will have its own warnings !! summaries & tags may be updated. tba w.c.

01. cruel beyond my years . . . you do the impossibleーyou make dazai feel. that’s why you’re his, you just don’t know it yet.

02. something i wait for . . . dazai has a close call. you’re there just in time, in more ways than one.

03. heartstrings . . . your unconventional version of a domestic routine doesn’t last long. dazai knows something is off when mori tries to send you away, and he’s right.

04. a life in your shape . . . dazai thinks being in hiding isn’t too bad when he’s with you.

05. through the night . . . you settle nicely into your life outside of the port mafia until things take a turn for the worstーagain. you cope with being separated from each other for the first time, and hope it isn’t something to get used to.

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