#purposeful isolation/ghosting/derealization?

[esseisms]

@nosebleedclub 25: isolated building

consider this:

you're stuck in a parasocial relationship with yourself, where you imagine each of your actions provide some kind of impact on your character, but in reality, you're terribly disconnected to such a point that

there is a council of big and scary dogs inside, that circled and circled you until they formed a table,

and when they sit at it, they bark:

to such a point that,

"you're deemed irrelevant."

they doubt you, and it's not a fight you can win.

the walls of the fabled building, taped in threats, stand taller than you. so stupid. so awfully isolated!,

no one can come in, so no one'll leave. a marvel! come sit at my tea party,

the tea tastes a little like concrete