#really need to write that thing about death pacts emotional repression problem but ill wait till tpot 11 👀👀

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helloo

i really like your black hole analysis posts

what do you think of tpot 10?

wowowow that makes me so happy to hear omg thank youuu !!! oohh tpot 10 I absolutely loved tpot 10 it's my favorite episode of the season now especially because of the black hole development hehehehe

"I dream and I wish things are normal and work out"

BH was already aware of the damage he was causing by prioritizing death prevention at all costs. He already knew Fanny was right, that his teammates and his fellow competitors were getting hurt in his effort to avoid just that. But what else could he do? What *can* he do when he can no longer win challenges as easily as he had in BFB? What can he do if his only other option is to kill those who get in his way? To become that monster he was always destined to be?

Death prevention gave him so much hope and comfort against the reality of his existence, so much so that it became an unhealthy coping mechanism after his challenge struggles (and subsequent accidental murder) in TPOT 2. It protected him from his fear...at the cost of allowing that fear to control him more and more as time went by.

It's only when he had that talk with Fanny—when he was able to display and confront his feelings head on—that they could come to some sort of resolution. Fanny's assurance gave him a new kind of hope: Life PACT. Now he believes he has more options to imagine and explore and I can't wait to see what he discovers :]