#rky rly rly tkred and scared sorry sorry sorry

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very tired, dad wants to do driving lesson today, have professional driving lesson w stranger on Monday that im already panicking about im so scared djfkl, and i cant drive today im so tiref i dont want to crash and die but mum doesnt believe me says im being dramatic but im just rly tired and scared and my head hurts but i need to learn to drive or else i have no way to escwpe this house ever and I'll be stuck here forevwr and i need to leave im so tiref !!!!! anyways crying and hiding now lol, maybe i will go driving anyways and fucking panic and crash the vehicle and cry or die and then I'll be done w this all but i still have stories i want to tell, thats the one thing that i dont want to die bc of!!! and going on nature walks!!!!