#savingbree

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Not Many ........ 💯😔#survivor #childhoodsexualabusesurvivor #childhoodsexualabuseawareness #victornotvictim #savingbree #anorexiakillingbree ........ time is running out , my BP, BSL, BMI getting lower every day.... Along with my usual strength and Will to go on. If this post is too much for you to hear .... I’m Sorry it makes you feel that way ...... But I’m NOT Sorry 💯♾☮️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuxZ1vOHtcrNL5AOT1W579r-981cLzVkMbYow80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4j070ruqs8kk

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Okay.... UPSET WARNING⚠️⚠️ So I’m in NO WAY Condoning this Weight Loss Supplement or Diet that I’m following..... I just want to make that PERFECTLY CLEAR. But I’m not going to lie to All the People that follow me either . I just want to say in NO WAY should someone with an Eating Disorder be having Extremely low Calorie Diets especially people like myself with a history of a Long Term which is Defined as more than 12 years and having a BMI under 16, which is me . So this is what is happening. I have got to the point where I thought it was better to have this @isowhey Low Calorie shake than just a Double Shot Long Black @nespresso and 1 375ml Can of @pepsimax a Day than Nothing Else . As you can see it has every Vitamin and Mineral that I’m not getting from @nespresso long black Coffee & @pepsimax Can. It Only Contains 110 units of energy per 200 mls . I’m trying not to use the C word because a friend of mine who I really care about in the ED Community doesn’t like it so out of Respect to her and Everyone Else I will not use it . You mix one scoop with any 200 milk that you like ...For me because of my Allergies it’s @sogoodau unsweetened Almond Milk. But I have even been cheating on that I have only been having 100mls of @sogoodau Almond Milk and 100mls of Cold water. And also only been having it every 2nd day. So you can see Anorexia and all that comes with it is in full flight . And because no one will treat me anymore I’m just at home doing the best I can. I feel embarrassed and Ashamed admitting this to all of you but I’m not going to lie to you ... being Authentic and having Integrity however painful is much more important to me. #anorexianervosa #dietsupplements #edawareness #edawarenessweek2019 .. I am the worst example of someone with a Severe long term Eating Disorder who if nobody is willing to help me ... will die from this illness...I really DONT want that to be the case at all.HELP!! My friends on All Social Media have started using these 2 hashtags whenever they post ANYTHING.... so maybe somebody will see and help ME save MY LIFE. Please use them if you would #savingbree & #anorexiakillingbree. I don’t want ANYONE to feel sorry or pity me 💯😔♥️ (at Sydney, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BunW0auHeS_p-PAwbBlDUPjw-47EcA2awHxgUs0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=79u7thsdo09u

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The show MUST GO On ..... Should be the Anthem for my life .... I’m fighting for my life ... PERFECT, positive, uplifting, motivating. And she happens to be my favourite music Artist @celinedionweb-blog . I have had the Absolute Pleasure if seeing her Twice in my life m. First time was in 1996, I was 17 years old. It was her first World Tour, and it was a spiritual experience for me . And then last August in Sydney . I have been listening to her since I was 11 years old - 1990 when she released her First English Album... UNISON. And when the sexual Abuse was going on my School work and Music was my escape. It was when CDS were just coming out .... Yes millennials there were these things called cassette tapes and you put them in your Walkman and if you wanted to listen to a Song again you had to rewind it until you were at the beginning... it was annoying.... but it was all WE had and we thought it was Amazing.... Then in 1992/3 the Discman came out and that was like OMG. No iPods, mobile phones , iPhones, Wifi... computers were basic and Dial up internet was just coming out ... but it took a week to get on line and the speed was SO SLOW. And I also put all my effort into my school work and friends. Maybe that’s why I was a Straight A student, on the honour roll and Deans list . I grew up out of Australia at an American international school until second semester 9th Grade my first year as a freshman. In Australia High School is years 7-12 and primary or Elementary School was Pre K- 6th grade which was middle school or Junior High. Anyway I will not give up until my very damaged heart physically and emotionally stops beating. I’m determined to find someone with a huge, Caring Heart Whom will pay for me to go to The United States too a 2 year long term treatment facility for people with severe, Long term Eating Disorders Whom have extensive medical complications and conditions arising from there illness with severe trauma issues and a history. I will blog, tweet and post about it until someone can/ will help me .... because like I have said in previous posts I have exhausted all off my treatment options here in Australia and we DONT have ANY long term treatment facility’s .... not 1.... which is an absolute disgrace in 2019 when Eating Disorders are an epidemic in every first world country. If Anyone knows of anyone whom might be able to help me take the step to SAVE and RECLAIM MY Life I am my family and friends who I have got left would be extremely grateful. My friends started a hashtag on a Twitter #savingbree and #anorexiaiskillingbree . So when you are on Facebook, Instagram, Tumblr, Pinterest, Twitter or any sites please add those two hashtags too you posts .... whatever you are blogging, Tweeting , posting or talking about .... then it might go Viral.. and some Celebrity, Buisness person, media identity , philosophist might see it and be able too help save me . But whatever happens I’m going to do all I can do from my Bed at home. Post, blog or tweet about it till somebody sees it and emails or DM me and says I’m going to help you ..... that would be the best 40th Birthday present EVER. I hopefully turn 40 in July . Whatever happens I’m going to stay myself till the End . Positive, strong, fearless, articulate, funny at times . I have my bad days of course .... I’m HUMAN 💯🙌👊⭐️🇦🇺🇺🇸❤️