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ser-rctslcyer · 2 years

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Just My Love & I || Cassian Andor

Pairing: Cassian Andor x Kit Arendale (Sephi! Transmasc! OC)

Word Count: 1.2k

Request: Hewwo my love!!!! Can I get Sephicaptain cuddling after a mission!!! Maybe they're finally able to settle for the first time in days!! nuzzling into each other & exchanging soft kisses!!!!! Maybe talks of going on a trip somewhere peaceful when everything is done?

Warnings: Fluff, Domestic Bliss, Cuddling & Snuggling

A/N: i wish nothing but fluffy good vibes for these two (and for you my love @mccnknightstcrdst)

The landing gear hissed as it hit the ground, making the ship jump a small bit. A sigh escaped Cassian, happy to be back on Yavin 4 and out of immediate danger. He unbuckled his seatbelt, standing up with a groan and giving K-2 a pat on the shoulder. The droid was uncharacteristically quiet, but seeming how their mission went he could probably guess why. He stepped off the ship, greeted with a soft warm breeze, and began making his way to the meeting room. He could make his briefing as short as possible and then he could return to his room and get the rest he needed. Footsteps rushed behind him and suddenly he lurched forward, to arms pulling him back so he wouldn’t fall. He blinked a couple of times, trying to register what happened until he recognized the pale lavender hands around him.

“Hello to you too, Pointy.” he laughed, fondly squeezing the arms around him. His smile grows wider from the little giggle behind him; the arms retract and he turns to face his lover. Kit grins as his ears flap happily– almost enough to distract from the dark circles under his eyes.

‘He’s just as tired as I am,’ he thinks, briefly wondering what his mission was like before a pair of lips meet his own. He sighs into the soft kiss, his hands instantly moving to caress his cheek while the other moved to hold his lower back.

“I missed you,” he murmurs and Cassian hums in agreement.

“I missed you too,” he brushes his nose against the Sephi’s; closing his eyes and letting himself their closeness. It’s perfect and he wants nothing more than to stay like this.

“I still need to do my briefing,” he sighs, brows knitting but he remains unmoving.

“How unfortunate,” Kit chuckles, pulling away; his bright blue eyes looking at him cheerfully, “see you after?”

“Always.” he pecks his nose, finally detaching himself from the shorter man before heading inside. He keeps his report as short as possible, leaving before they started plotting their next moves. He could hear about it later; for now, there was only one person he wanted to be with right now.

He walks briskly through the halls, swerving through people until he found his room. He entered, surprised to see it seemingly empty until he heard the bathroom door open. Kit stepped out, a towel around his waist while he dried his hair with another; a grin stretched over his lips upon looking up to see him.

“Left some warm water for you.” he steps forward, his hands finding his hips as he looks over his partner.

“Thank you,” he whispers, brush small half circles enjoying the softness of his skin. He can’t take his eyes off of his exposed self, the few clinging water droplets, and of course his slightly parted lips.

“Cassian.” he warns, already knowing what he was planning but the spy didn’t care. He kissed him passionately, tongue swiping over the inside of his mouth. Kit’s hands claw into his vest, tugging him closer and both of them whine— this affection was long overdue.

“Shower first, baby.” Kit pants quietly; his tongue darting between his lips.

“It takes so long though,” Cassian grumbles, pressing his forehead against his,“it feels like I haven’t kissed you in forever,” his complaint earns him a chuckle.

“Dramatic much, baby?”

“No,” he pouts, leaning in again, nipping at his lips before stealing another kiss.

“Starshine,” Kit murmurs, pulling away from his face “shower.” he repeats and Cassian lets out a sigh.

“Fine, sweetheart.” he lets go him, giving one last peck on the cheek before heading to the bathroom. The warm water is another treat he missed when away as he scrubs away the dirt and grime from his skin. He feels refreshed as he steps out, hair mostly dry and a towel hugging his hips.

“All done?” Kit asked, bunkered down in the bed, wearing his pale tan shirt and some boxers.

“All done.” he hums, putting on his pair before sliding in on the other side of the bed. He welcomes Kit with open arms, tugging him to his chest as he settles under the covers. He keeps his arms around his waist, while Kit’s hands settle in his chest; the two of them laying face to face, their noses brushing against one another.

“So you had a rough time too?”

“Didn’t get any info, and it went down from there.” he whispers, not wanting to focus on all the trouble he just go through.

“I’m sorry, baby.”

“It’s okay, I’m just happy to be back in your arms, starfire.” he kissing the corner of his lips, as his fingers begin dancing along Kit’s lower back.

“Me too,” he pecks his nose, “maker, it’s been a while since we’ve been away from each other for this long.”

“Mhm, it’s awful.”

“I agree.”

“I wish we could stay like this forever.”

“Me too starshine.” he hums, fingers dancing over his bare skin. They stay like that for a moment, until Cassian gently shifts him into his back, hovering over the smaller man and resting his hand in his cheek. His blue eyes soften as he looks over his face; his lavender hand gently cupping the back of his own.

“Where would you want to go,” he speaks, surprised by the quietness in his own voice but continues, “once this is all over?” he tries to ignore his pounding heart as he peers down at the man below him.

“I don’t know, I never really thought that far.” the Sephi chuckles quietly, a small nervous smile stretching across his lips.

“Me neither, truthfully.” he admits bashfully, his brown eyes falling away from the sky. He had never pondered this question at all since this war began, knowing all too that his future could easily be just a dream. He never envisioned it but after two years of wanting, he had begun to have hope again he’d finally see the end. Though the silence builds his anxiety, thinking that for the first time, he had asked the wrong question.

“Somewhere quiet for sure,” Kit finally answers and he slowly looks back up at his lover, who’s smile is softer than the clouds he’s flown through.

“Where the wind sings softly and the grasses and trees dance all around us.” his other hand reaches up and strokes his cheek; his soft fingers gently scratching over his stubble.

“Our bed would be so much softer than this one and we’d have our own little fireplace.” he expresses with such conviction, he can almost feel the warmth of the fire in their home.

“The soft crashing of ocean waves echoing softly in our little home, as we’re all wrapped in our love.” he finishes and he can’t help but lean down and kiss him.

“I love how that sounds, angel.” he revels, blinking away the tears from his eyes.

“Did it on the fly.” Kit jokes, earning a chuckle from Cassian. He settles back down on the bed, tugging his lover onto his chest.

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fceriestcrdst · 2 years

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My love please tell me about your love for Cassian but also Sephicaptain

*mwuah love you bye*

YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!!! YOU JUST WANT ME TO GO BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! HOW DARE!!!!

Anyways; this is selfshippy, Sephicaptain is a ship with my oc x Cassian, this is nonrebloggable on purpose, let me has Autistic joy in peace--

Talks of Cassian, very selfshippy, talks of R1, my hopes for Andor, discussions of his ASD (if you don't agree just block me.), this--admittedly--gets a little sad sksks, I blame my cycle!

Before I start; I have this post that's got some good information if you wanna start there!

This is either going to be a very long portion of this post or a very short portion of it, only time will tell. Firstly, I think he's Autistic & I go into it some in the post linked above, however, I have other reasons as to why.

He is in active crisis mode (nearly shutdown) during everything with Galen. It's why he has such a hard time processing & arguing with Jyn, he's struggling because he went against direct orders--thus going against right & wrong. Granted, in his mind, he did what was right.

His best friend is a droid, he mostly stays around him & Jyn, etc. A part of me thing the gloves he wears & jackets may be sensory related but they could also be spy related so,,,I have no idea truly. He also is super mission-oriented even if the mission is going wrong---he will see it through to the end which is something I, an autistic, have a bad habit of doing. There are probably more instances but I don't want to dive into those rn (tbh, the prospect scares me a little bc the sw fandom scares me a little).

I think Cassian is really brave, a little headstrong & reckless, but brave. I think he cares deeply & that he thinks he cares too much---which is why going against direct orders hit him so hard. He went against the grain to do what he thought was right & was attacked for it anyway. He goes against the grain again & not only helps to save the galaxy but dies in the process--he truly never wins.

I wonder if Andor is going to show us more of that. More of Cassian going "Y'know what? No. fuck you." & rebelling against whatever he's been told to do. I wonder if we'll ever get to see him all wide-eyed & free before the jadedness sets in, before the frown takes over before his voice gets quieter because he doesn't talk out of fear or being ignored of being--

This section is the selfship section:

He's sad most days--over everything. Over R1's narrow escape (which I will get to in a bit), over Jedha, over the things he's done. He feels like his hands are so caked in blood that he will never truly be free of things he's done for the rebellion. He fears he will never be seen as anything other than a spy, a thief, a murderer-

all the while forgetting that he's a hero...that he saved the galaxy...that he looked death in the face & told her t get fucked. He spat in the eyes of the maker & narrowly escaped R1 in toe only to forget that he did that....he saved everyone--aided this.

He's so used to being told he's wrong, to being ignored, to being cast out because he's different----enlightened--jaded. He doesn't see through rose-tinted glasses--no--he sees the galaxy & all its dark colors. He sees it & all its dirt, its blood, its death, the decay under the surface--he sees it & he fucking lives within it. He knows how the galaxy truly is, how the empire truly is, how the rebellion is not as holy as it fucking seems-

Some nights he still smells blood in his nose & he tastes it on his tongue. He feels haunted by it, but he's getting better--getting better at handling it. He's gotten better at just laying with me & realizing he isn't some horrible man just because the rebellion tells me to do this or to do that.

He's kind, he's smart, he's witty, he's caring, he's protective, he's everything good. I just wish he'd see it like I do & maybe one day he will...

For now, I'll remind him while I kiss his face & sway with him in the quietness of our room.

Talks of Cassian, talks of R!, talks of my rewrite of the ending or R1, my OC is a transmasc Sephi, I will discuss him in detail & obviously he is only loosely connected to the original lore, In DnD terms I'm homebrewed the fuck outta him, talks of a 2 year pining period, my OC & Cassian & R1 are all ASD (Autistic) & if that freaks you out just block me & move on.

First, let's get my very simplified version of how R1 survived: K2 wasn't fully shut down & managed to find a new droid to imprint into, the ship they rode in on was ignored & Bodhi did not get blown up, Chirrut is force sensitive & the force protected him, Baze did not die because Chirrut did not, K2 makes it to the ship, Bodhi picks him up & whoever else is still alive on the beach, they fly up & pick up Jyn & Cassian after the message is sent---they then Jedha their way outta there & show back up at the rebel base a bit later.

If you don't agree that's cool but don't argue with me--I do not care. This is my headcanon for my OC. Let me exist in peace & we will all my aces (as Steven would say).

I selfship via my OC Kit Arendale. He's a Transmasc!Nonbinary Sephi!!! There's some lore on them but I treat him more like a Gelfling & more like an elf from LOTR! He's roughly 60 but looks 24/25, pastel purple skin (lilac in color!), blue eyes (the color is a lil more complicated but hard to explain), jet black hair, his ears are also uh--huge (See art of him here!).

He wears an ungodly amount of jewelry (rings, necklaces, bracelets, earrings) some of which are his own & a lot of which have been gifted by Cassian!

Now that, that's out of the way---

Kit's from a different sector & was a commander there, but was moved essentially for questioning too much. He meddled a little too deep & got dropped at Cassian's feet two years ago. His rank has remained but only because the resistance needs leadership & Kit (aka Pointy) can't really wiggle his way out of it.

Originally he lead a flight squadron, but after too many close calls he joined R1 upon Jyn & Cassian's repeated request. He's not just a commander when he needs to be/if he needs something, because he will be listened to slightly more than Cass will.

I'd like to think the Autism is what links them first & that everything else is secondary. They all flocked to each other, y'know? They all became friends in a matter of hours & which sealed the deal for Cass & Pointy (Sephicaptain).

I'm like lowkey hitting a wall due to my cycle fucking me up, but I'll be as articulate as I possibly can be!

Their 2 years (yes, 2 years) yearning started not long after that. It was a lot of shared glances, unspoken words, and lots of doing things that went beyond friends. They did this for two whole entire goddamned years & R1 had to witness it & suffer because they really should've kissed sooner than this.

Ugh...my brain has fully stalled on me, but when I'm not actively suffering ask me about Sephicaptain again. I've just kinda hit a wall where if I keep writing I'm gonna drive myself up said wall--

We both know I have so many Sephicaptain thoughts, I truly do, I just cannot articulate them presently.

#day 💞🦇#the beloved 🥺💕#crow's love letters 🥺💗#i spy resistance 🪐💫#sephicaptain #kit arendale #(mutuals are the only ones allowed to interact with this post. i'll most likely block anyone else. for my own comfort)

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