#she never mentions him AT ALL in convo. like last yr when we texted she did mention him very casually often and itbwas no big deal

[minglana]

help i had one (1) encounter today w [redacted] and ive only been able to think abt him since

[teenmomtruths]

Reunion (Submission)

Did you get links and watch yet? Sounds like it but just checking. So first off, let’s clear one thing up for Jenelle’s defenders: Despite her constant rhetoric of ‘she took my son’, Jenelle Willingly Signed Him OVER!! She even narrates it at the end of her 16&Pregnant episode. She did a voiceover saying, I’ve realized signing Jace over to my mom is the best thing for him, because I’m just not ready to be a mom. Point blank period. There was never a mention of it being temporary. Yes, she was young, but she’s had plenty of time to grow up, and she has not. Not one bit. She doesn’t walk away from any of her struggles having learned anything or doing anything differently. Those big, teary eyes glancing up at the camera and meekly looking down, as if she’s just so hurt, is SO fake. Any ex addict can scratch that surface and see, she’s putting her all into putting up a front instead of actually cleaning up. As I told my brother when I finally got clean the last time (and he asked why he should believe me), you shouldn’t. Nothing I can say is going to make you trust me at this point. All I can do now is show you. When it’s been 1,2,3,4 years+ that I have held a job, not been arrested, not been caught up with some druggie guy, Then Maybe you can start to trust me again. And that’s what happened. Jenelle distorts her timeline big time. She hasn’t stayed out of trouble for 2 yrs, Idk how she thinks she can say that and no one dispute it when it’s all on Google for God’s sake. She’s delusional, and it’s getting worse. She’ll never change. I have to say, I can see why Babs didn’t charge her with kidnapping. That carries 25 to life in the States. While Jenelle could possibly benefit from a year or so in prison, I don’t think what she did warrants all that. And Babs needs to stop exclusively blaming everything on her SO’s. My mom used to do that too. It’s not all them, it’s her too, and her telling them how it’s going to be, since she holds the purse straps. Some people might think it’s a stretch, but seeing how impulsive and unbalanced they both are, I’d be worried she’d hurt Jace just to hurt Babs. I wouldn’t let him over there anymore. It’s just confusing him. We let our nieces and nephew still see their 'mom’ some after she lost custody and they stayed upset. Once we cut her off and they got past the first month of not seeing her, they’ve been so much more settled and light. Like it’s a load off. She’s not doing shit to straighten up either and I’ll be damned if we’re going to spend weeks working with them, only to have her sabotage it with one overnight visit, and set them back a month. Nope. She had chance after chance after chance, with DSS, with the court, with us, and she blew it every time. They’re my kids now.

Did anyone catch Kail responding to what celebrity she gets mistaken for the most? She said, only my haters will understand this probably, but the Hulk. I Knew she trolled Reddit lol. At least she admitted a, she never loved Javi, and b, she was wrong in not being more understanding of his feelings and how things looked on his end. I’m glad they seem to be in a much better place. She’s still salty as ever with Vee. Vee moved her life to Delaware to follow them, and I’m sorry, as long as a small child is in your home 50% of the time, she’s Having to do with him. It’s not like they leave people alone and just ask their dad for stuff. I’m sure Vee fixes meals and does baths and all that stuff when he’s there as much as Jo does. Kail always acted as if Javi had the right to a voice but Vee didn’t, even though it was literally the exact same situation. Hasn’t grown from that, but hopefully she will. She bugged me with the 'black’ stuff. I like my clothes, car and men black. Um, since when? Pretty sure Jo and Javi are Hispanic. Anyhoo, again, at least she admitted Jo’s stepped up big time and a great dad. She’s at least growing in baby steps, which is more than can be said for Jenelle.

Super proud of Leah. She and the girls seem much happier and settled. I hope she graduates because she’ll feel so good about herself. She’s already beaming at just stepping on campus, it’s so cute. I loved her and Babs convo about Prince Chaaammming coming along with a yacht :)

Wow at that text from Adam. If they chase him around, begging him to film after accepting a 6 figure salary they’re idiots. No one cares to see Adam, let him freakin’ GO. Same for Nathan. Although it was funny hearing Jenelle, Queen of Hypocrisy, saying what fame whores Nathan and Babs were.

This is off reunion topic, but since it’s being brought up lately: Sophia. I do think Sophia has exceptionally unruly hair. One of my niece’s hair is so messy, it really does no good to try. I’ll pin up the top half and straighten the bottom, then let it down and do the top, and it’s silky and flowing. An hour later, you’d never know I did a thing to it that day. Unless I put it up. It’s crazy. BUT I do think Farrah’s doing real damage letting her do all these grown up things. Sophia has made comments like 'I can’t go out with no makeup’ and 'I can’t finish my breakfast, I’ll get fat’. That’s not cool. A (at the time) 6 year old saying she can’t be seen outside her home with no makeup?! Wtf? No. And worried about getting fat! Because all Farrah emphasizes is how important your outer looks are. That’s a very bad thing to ingrain in a child. Sophia is already very superficial and can be very cold. Farrah is 100% having a negative effect on her in that regard.

[jewel-kr]

Reminiscing the friendship

So hello Tumblr... After a few yrs, i am back w a banger lol jk no . Just a few simple short-composing-alike that i’d fancy to jot down here . On the other hand, it feels so good to be back after maybe 3yrs of being inactive . hahahah sorry for that , got no time w all these growing up issues and responsibilities , ya get me right? was prolly 18y/o the last time i wrote here, On the verge of being 21st this yr hahaha .

Okay, I am not here to shittalk abt myself (prolly some other time) . Legitimately, the caption written above *Reminiscing The Friendship* . Friendship can comes in any way, any time and only the realest one would stick to your dummy freaky ass  hahaha . I got homies myself: from elementary school , middle school , college , social media acquaintances and prolly a ‘hai bye’ kinda friends hahaha . ykno, when yguys only met once and not having the chance to introduce yourself on the first place so on the second meetings yguys just ‘oh hey tsup? all good? aight nice to meet you , again’ . yup, you can relate . But yes i still got my realest blood that doesn’t wants me to die hahaha *Forever Grateful*

In this “so-called-diary” ,I  would only include one and only honorable mention for one of my 3yrs long-servant best-buddy (coming 4yrs this September) . Oh first of all, I won’t gonna include name of her cause she would notice this too . YES A SHE OMG HAHAHAHA . A funsized , adorable , lovely little buckteeth of mine (IF SHE’S TAKEN THEN SHE’S NOT MINE SO THIS CONTEXT WOULD AUTOMATICALLY CHANGED) . where were we? Right , our size is really not an issue *sobbing cause i am a huge beast standing to her*

It all started on 2013 (Actually way earlier cause i’ve been knowing her eversince she dated my friend , But i wasn’t  fond abt knowing her that period) . SO ITS A ONE SUNNY DAY IN 2013 WHERE .. jk it was on break-time period around 10-10.30 in the morning where i (okay i actually really have forgotten either i stole her number from a friend or ask for it) NEVERTHELESS THATS NOT THE CASE (it will be the case Joul if she finds out you forgot abt it) UGHHHH...PLS...ENCOURAGE...ME... OKAY I MIGHT ACTUALLY HAD ASKED FOR IT (don’t lie Joul) ... ITS BETWEEN THE TWO FFS , STOP MESSING W MY FEELINGS YOU SICK HUNCH! *inhale-exhale peacefully* . I AM OKAY NOW :) SO :) HMMM (whats w the smiley face) *this paragraph is a chaos create new one*

*new paragraph* so its between those two , the reason why i *EITHER* asked or stole it, its bcs she seems friendly the way she texted w him (they actually talk abt Neymar that time hahaha i remembered) , and no im not gonna spit down what our convo looked like afterthat , but forreal we got that same thinking w all the pros and cons of everything , abt the past and the future , we coped well cause she’s VERY VERY VERY AND REALISTICALLY FRIENDLY so idts it would be so hard for her to make friends and make a bond w everyone (WAIT... IF YGUYS ARE COMPATIBLE , WHY DON’T YGUYS JUST DATE?) . well Tumblr , if i wouldn’t be thinking of my future w her. I might have dated her long ago , She knows the drill too but it was never an issue for us

Had a thought during our fun-joy texting period that I and her would only be friend for temporary or maybe just a “hai bye” acquainted . BUT ... 29th September , 2013 proved me wrong . Its the day where we actually met , Accidentally i shall said cause we didn’t really planned on meeting . As i walked past by her group of friends she called up by my nickname hahaha , w that “ HAI DITO” all clear and clarity to that sound so i just said HI back and smile . We don’t really talked that day (idk why) . We did texted when we reached home abt meeting eachother and “oh wow you’re cute in real life” kinda expression. i wish i could actually tell detail information abt our conversation and what we’ve been thru but this story wouldn’t get to its end for even in 2hrs hahaha . Since that day , we’re officially-lawfully-ideal best buddy for life.

Time flies so fast , as if i’ve just known and met her yesterday . We went to the same college for a year in 2015-2016 , she’s still there but not me . I still remember the first day we met on college after such a long-drought of not meeting each each other .We had this cute-little hugs on elevator on our way to the basement hahaha . ITS SO CUTE , and ofcourse many more hugs came from her . okay back to basic.. We shared our stories together, We called each other on phone tho very seldomly hahaha but the memory stays fresh in me . We talked abt how stupid , reckless and unworthy our ex-es were (mostly came from her) . i know i can sense if she’s not okay even that she said she’s okay . some ppl might say she’s problematic but that’s not how i view her . yes she got plenty of problems but she intends to keep it , that’s what i called that she’s just the victim of situation . Not truly her fault . Tho she can be so stubborn yet i would still love her . At some point i’ve been thinking that both of us is the contrast of each other character : Our attitude,  social life, style of living ... yet , its the same moment where i felt that I and her have that strong bond towards each other . We had our ups & downs , She was there when i needed her the most : I loved how she never judged me . I am always the pessimist and negative side but i know she got my back and vice versa, Cause that’s what bestfriends would do . Supportive and encouraging towards the journey. She might be a Diploma holder in the nearest time and i would be glad for her achievement , And i hope she would achieve much more in life.

We may not talk nor meet regularly due to focusing on studies but i know at some glance she’ll remember me , Even if i dropped drastically from her ‘important ppls’ charts . As long as i’ll have 1% chance of going top , I’ll put 99% faith on it . But hey, that’s part of growing up : Living w big circles of countless friends , active social life cause that’s what growing up needs to do for living (:

xoxo, J  *stopped writing at 3.56AM*  *currently missing the hugs hahaha*