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#she says they are but theyhardly are
shamelessmlm · 5 years
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#[not mlm]#ignore me#holy fuck im so fucking overwhelmed im doing job training for the hardest department in the store#were so short staffed that iveonly had one week (like 4 days barely) of on the job training they are leaving me alone nezt week#and im only taking two college classes but the bookstore is fuckinguseless as always and gaveme rhe wrong fucking book so now i have to wait#again for an hour and a half jut to return a fucking book that they over charged me for anyway#ajd that means that i dont have the right book for my assignments whoch arent rven posted on rhe syllabus#she says they are but theyhardly are#liek to see what to do tonight i have to look at next weeks im class stuff#and i have to relearn a monologue for my acting class whicj i wouldnt mibd vut i was stupid last semester and took acting 4 woth shakespeare#studies so now im one of the highest levels in the class despite only taking 3 acting classes (intro to acting and acting 1 and 2)#so i feel so unprepared for it and shakespeare is so hard for me to memorize and im so fucking stressed and mad and im shaking#ajd im like kind of crying and i cant stop and i cant just sleep on it because i cant fucking do my work for this week bc the screenshots#someome sent me are blurry but im in this stupidlybig groupchat so he would resend the photos to everyone and theres like 30#i want to fucking die i cant fucking do this im such a failure i cant handle a job and school i also wanted to audition for the play#but owrk held me today and yesterday and now seeing this shit i know i couldnt handle it how did i think i could handle it#im so fucking stupid
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