#shoutout to the spider that lives in my room he's the only mf who doesn't ever judge me
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Thanks mum but I did infact not need the reminder how much you hate my body, especially because, after years and years of hating myself, I felt kind of comfortable for fucking once...
#and then she has the audacity to come back into my room and tell me she loves me#I know she doesn't and she probably never has#nearly broke down crying infront of her when I kept telling her that NOTHING HAS EVER WORKES#I did stupid workouts in my roomnat 1am. I starved myself for fucking weeks. I did sports with her every week#nothing has EVER worked and it's all thanks to her fucking genetics#sorry that I need food to live apperantly#I had felt kind of comfortable in myself and my body ever since I graduated from school#and then I had to destroy it all by asking for new pants in a fitting size and giving her the opportunity to judge my body again#shoutout to the spider that lives in my room he's the only mf who doesn't ever judge me#I fucking hate it here
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