#sigh pwease dont let me get in trouble

[shadowbannedthehedgehog]

the cruel of cycle of feeling overwhelming disgust for self inflicted scars and dealing with the guilt shame and disappointment by self inflicting more scars. but also the beautiful cycle of kind hearted admiration for self inflicted scars and creating more in hopes they will be equally as pretty.

[little-owly]

I have this hc that little!ja//ck likes to pee in/on things he shouldn't. When his daddy isn't looking he pees in the plants around the house, in the pot in the sink, goes outside to pee in the grass. He likes the risky feeling of almost being caught :p

OKAY I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THO AAAAAA I LOVE PEEING IN STRANGE PLACES little jack staying put as mark goes out, "i need to clean out the car before our trip tomorrow, jackie. can you stay here and play with your toys?""yeah!! i will, daddy!!"mark ruffles jack's hair and kisses his forehead, "play nice!! daddy will come back to fix up lunch!!" jack waits anxiously as mark closes the door. playing with his soft blocks, dragging his sammy along and giggling as he plays. sucking on his paci as he presses into his tummy, his need to use the potty growing."hold it, sammy?" he asks the sep//tic ey//e plushie. giggling as he nods, "okay!! a bit longer so we can play!!" jack builds the tallest tower he can. giggling as he stands on his tippy toes, reaching to place the last block. he imagines sammy cheering him on, knowing he cant let his most favoritest stuffie down!!he jumps in and laughs, "i did it!!" as he hugs his sammy close. wincing as he feels the pressure in his bladder. knowing he waited far too long. "potty now, sammy?" he asks. staying silent and giggling, "potty outside potty? but...naughty!! and and and-we get caughted by daddy!!" he imagines sammy talking him into it. imagines sammy telling him its okay to go potty outside as long as daddy didnt see him -- it'd be fun!!jack gigglies, blushing heavily, "okee!! just once cause no wan' trouble."he tip toes around the house, pretending to be a spy. clutching sammy to his chest as he rolls over to the sliding glass door leading to the backyard. quickly running out and placing sammy on the patio. "keep watch, sammy," he whispers as he unbuckles his short overalls and slides down his pull up. sighing as he aims gently and pees in the grass. blushing and enjoying the rush of being caught. enjoying the rush of daddy coming in any moment. he hums happily as he slowly stops. his stream ending quickly before tucking himself back in his pull up and dressing himself again. only to hear someone clear their throat behind him. he turns around, nervous and shocked."jackie? what did you just do?"jack sniffles."tell daddy what you did, jackie. now.""i-i-i wented...potty outside...""do we go potty outside?""no..." he sniffles louder, tears coming down his face as he picks up sammy, holding him out to mark, "sammy maded me do it!! h-he said it okee, daddy!! sammy's the bad one!! pwease no be mad, daddy!!" he cries. sobbing as his legs give out and he falls to the soft grass. his knees wobbly. mark sighs and picks up jack. holding him close and calming him down, rocking him ever so gently in his arms. "sssh, im not mad, jackie. i just want you to go potty in the big boy's potty, okay? we dont go potty outside unless its an emergency."jack nods, nuzzling into mark's hand as he wipes his tears. "and that goes for you -- sammy!! no more making jackie do anughty tjings, ya hear?" mark says, faking a mad tone in his voice. making jack giggle. "get 'im, daddy!!" mark points his finger back and forth at sammy, "no more being naughty!! jackie wants to be a good boy, sammy!!" jack giggles and kisses mark's cheek. "'m sowwy..." he whispers. "its okay, you understand now and thats all that matters," mark replies, returning the kiss before standing up with jack. "now, how about we have some tasty mac n cheese for lunch?"