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angelfrommontgomery · 1 year

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The deep disinterest in my life from everybody in the family besides my mother does sometimes feel slightly crushing like I gotta let it go but I really thought all the time I spent helping my siblings with their babies and their dogs and their houses would at least result in them feeling some kind of similar investment in my life when the time came. My bad that ones on me

#I know jealousy is bad but I feel insane when my brother electricians apprenticeship he only got because of nepotism is treated with #significantly more interest and respect than anything I did at nasa or getting a phd spot at a top program with a fellowship #like am i missing something #KIDDING I know it’s because my family expected me to be good at things without help because they had to focus on my brothers addiction #so they aren’t impressed with anything I do because they just assumed I would do it. like guys this was actually incredibly hard to do #curious how it’s been five years since my brother went for treatment but we can’t shake the dynamic #as always it’s actually fine I’m just frustrated

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