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#since my family has shamed me out of journaling I gotta go back to SH I can't deal with any of this
sensitivegoblin
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11 months
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Vent
#I don't think I'm capable of being loved so much that I'm proposed to
#fuck all I want is to get married and be in love and finally stop hating myself
#I wanna bang my head against a wall until I don't exist
#nobody ever understands the pain they've all been chosen before
#I've never been chosen for the full me
#I just wanna cling onto someone and cry during the nasty dark moments
#like when sex and regression and trauma mix
#when my brain works against me
#when I am 100% sure there's no way past this
#I keep forgetting that I'm doomed to be alone and keep getting my heart broke I'm so angry and hate myself
#I feel like I'm drowning on air
#I'm crying and sobbing and verging on sh I dunno what to do everything feels fake
#fake*
#I lost my sister and I lost my dad I just really fucking need somebody
#I can't turn 30 and be alone I've already had puking fits over trying to accept the fact that I'll be 25 and single
#im fucking going ballistic I don't wanna be alone
#the only thing that's gonna make me happy is finally having a partner and that's just not gonna happen
#I'm going to be a 30 yr old virgin FUCK
#since my family has shamed me out of journaling I gotta go back to SH I can't deal with any of this
#there's just so much going wrong
#my life is falling apart I have no one
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