#so I'm still awake 😭😭😭😭 bc i literally can't calm down enough to fall asleep 😭😭😭😭 every time i do i get a spike of adrenaline ig.
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girl i should kms just to spare the world from my brain. not bc it's hurting others or smth but bc it's literally so shitty that it actively makes the world worse
#so I'm still awake 😭😭😭😭 bc i literally can't calm down enough to fall asleep 😭😭😭😭 every time i do i get a spike of adrenaline ig.#took a clonazepam but now I'm mad at myself bc i should've done that 4 hours ago#yknow since i went on these pills i tried to maintain a relatively steady sleep schedule so i can take them around the same time#but today is out to fuck it up 🤪 bc i can't fucking sleep#it's been awhile since i was up for like 20 hours in a row. def before i got on these so at least 2 months#I'm stressed bc that means I'm gonna be late with them too and idk when I'll be able to get my shot at this pace#(bc seeing how fucked up i am today i doubt I'll be able to fix things for tomorrow)#and this stress is just. making me more awake. i hate this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is my villain origin story i don't need to fall into toxic chemicals or w/e to become fucked up my brain has enough of those#vent#sorry. will delete this eventually i hope#straight up crying from frustration akskflglhh god i want to fucking die
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