#so any progress would be made null.not to mention needs of himself over every other living thing is... no. he's gotta leave. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cryingyetcourageous · 5 months

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I ship Blorbo and Shmeck. I ship your Raivis and Heta Raivis. I ship it all.

[[ First of all, how dare you

Second of all, Raivis dating his canon self would be some top-tier reverse-psychology self-healing lmao. All the traits he's most insecure about are exacerbated in his canon reflection, but that includes his insecurity, so he has to reassure him that it's okay. He's a nurturing person, so his instinct is to help, comfort, and take care of this other-him. But... if it's okay for him to be how he is in an exaggerated form... then it's?? even more okay??? for himself? He's fine? He doesn't have to be embarrassed by this or apologetic about that?

#i've never done shrooms but when people talk about healing with them I imagine it goes something like this #Raivis would not be attracted to himself though. He's just not his own type.#and he'd be forever questioning the ethics and implications of such a relationship. not to mention worrying for the fabric of the universe #oh god if they hold hands will the dimensions fold in on themselves or is that only a risk when space-time is involved?!#IS HEALING HIMSELF WORTH DESTROYING EXISTENCE AS WE KNOW IT? No. obviously. because he won't be all that healed if he's non-existing #so any progress would be made null.not to mention needs of himself over every other living thing is... no. he's gotta leave.#slam the door in his face and try to drink til he passes out in hopes he can convince himself this was a dream rather than question reality

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