#so i kinda want a new art tag? but i dont wanna retag all that shit :sob

[thevalleyoftriumph]

realizing i havent posted any Serious art in like. 2 yrz. erm. My Badddd . do you all wanna see the stuff ive been doing recently .

[sunshincdisguise]

some life updates that no one asked for and yet

honestly my lifes a mess and i just need to write some stuff down bc i have Feelings

tbh im feelin kinda Bummed lately and this blog is Bummin Me Out bc i love it and like im loving my new tags and im more than halfway thru my new bios and thats cool and fresh but while retagging and stuff i just realized i dont have a lot of Actual Interactions going here and that makes me :( bc i want more plots but idk how to Get Them

similarly im bummed about my sideblogs bc i keep FORGETTIN abt them and then they dont get used and anyway yeah im sad about it

my real life is not great and im just very low motivation rn bc Depression mostly i think i cant actually tell but i havent been able to really get out much like i just dont have the energy and im trying to find a new job but the hunt is not going well

i have been working out tho!!! which is good!!! but i do martial arts and we have a big tournament coming up (world champs!) and even tho im not competing im still training w people who are competing so theyre working us Extra Hard so my body Aches and idk maybe that has something to do w my low motivation today

my new rpg for summer opened last night so thats fun and im hype but also i was hoping more ppl would join so thats a little sad but its fun anyway so its okay but i might be around here less if that dash is active bc my dash here just isnt really :///

relevant to this blog actually: i have a queue set with a bunch of posts but rn i only have it set to post 3 times a day bc i dont wanna flood u guys esp when im not really here writing much i guess

i do wanna write i just dont know how to start stuff and i keep meaning to write starters but the muse for em never rlly comes :////

okay idk i guess thats all i have to say idk idk but im still here mobile so feel free to chat w me anytime i would really appreciate it even if its just about like movies or tv or something it doesnt have to be abt plots idk idk