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#so its always kinda disheartening when i manage to spend a good 3-4 hours on a drawing for it to only get like. less than 20 notes?
captainshadowshifter
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3 years
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Hhahaaahahahaha depression go brrrrr
#yikes man
#tag venting ahead ig so like
#just keep scrolling if you dont wanna deal with my screaming into the tumblr void
#bc screaming into the void is fun :)
#anyway-
#im really just a burden huh.
#like. i feel like everyone gets annoyed at me because so many customer complaints go through me
#like i know its just because im diligent and im full time and im always on floor bc im shit at behing behind the bar rn
#but its very taxing that im the one who hears prolly about 85% of them
#and like today it was just complaint after complaint after complaint and one set of customers were really aggressive with it
#to the point that it started to feel kinda personal
#anyway so i had a breakdown at work and ended up crying in front of everyone which was very not fun
#not in front of the mean people though thank fuck
#but like thats just the tip of the iceberg
#like i know this is only a small thing but like. i dont have much motivation for art these days
#so its always kinda disheartening when i manage to spend a good 3-4 hours on a drawing for it to only get like. less than 20 notes?
#like idk im used to it but then theres some of my shitposts that have like 50-60 notes and its like. why?
#kinda makes me want to just. not try anymore.
#doesnt help that im really paranoid about sharing my au stuff
#like ive been pushing past that a lot recently and it just gets kinda. ignored.
#along with everything else i do
#idk it feels petty but i feel like people dont want me in the server anymore and i should just.. leave. again.
#anyway im probably running out of tags and i could be here for hours typing shit in here
#but i should just try to get some sleep. maybe itll help.
#or at least itll cut at least a couple of hours out of all this.
#so um. sorry ig. if you got this far then maybe im not as alone as i feel rn (even despite not being alone at all...)
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