#so prayer circle it keeps its fucking act together for a month til i have surgery | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

shen-daozhang · 2 years

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not to get like real life on here, but turns out I have a 6cm cyst in one ovary, and a 3cm cyst in the other. Which, you know, explains some things.

Which I also feel like is a commentary on people who live with chronic pain, the fact that I've had this for so long and just kind of lived with it, and only very recently thought "hey the fact that I'm in agony close to 24/7 is maybe something I should get checked out?"

#you know it's gonna be good when the doctor goes don't freak out it's not what it looks like (ie a gd fetus) before she slaps down the pic #from your scan #kind of wish i'd asked for a copy of their pictures #i have named them mufasa and scar - mufasa bc it's large and majestic but i look forward to throwing it off a cliff to be trampled #and scar bc no matter what it does it cannot get out of the shadow cast by its more impressive brother #real life #but now i'm honestly a bit freaked out bc i have a fucking 6cm BOMB in my abdomen that i'm worried is going to go off #i've had cysts burst before it's horrific and i can only imagine what that one would be like if it goes off #so prayer circle it keeps its fucking act together for a month til i have surgery

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