#so s'only fair lol

[spinning-feeling]

[toomuchracket]

Just Ross. Thoughts about Ross at R&L. Feral thoughts about Ross at R&L. When the camera was on him for a solid like 15 seconds maybe and his eyes were so dark and his ARMS and his skin was so glowy (idk why I’m thinking that) and his t shirt fit him so well and. thoughts. about things post show.

omg wait i think this is one for ross and shy gf!! like you didn't know him back in the self titled days, so when he appears backstage in his hoodie (a sight you associate with home. and lowkey also sex because you like stealing his hoodies afterwards lol) with his hair DOWN?? you're shook. and also losing it. ross being ross, obsessed with making you all flustered, definitely bites back a grin as he walks over to you and scoops you into his arms like "hi love. how do i look?"; mind you, the hoodie is doing a very good job of showing off just how fucking broad he is, and he's accessorised it with a classic ross macdonald flirty smirk, so you can only respond by blushing and pressing your forehead against his cutely like "yeah um you look really good. yeah". and ross just giggles and thanks you, and yeah fine the two of you have a little kissy moment in the corner (matty wolf-whistles but his gf (bday party girly btw) smacks him on the back of the head and tells him to shut up lol) before it's time for you to go to the viewing area and the boys to go to stage. and it's great - the boys are great, it's so sweet watching them get excited and play this album that started it all for them, and ross just looks so fucking GOOD. he's so sexy in the low lighting, all dark hair and dark eyes and just "tall dark and handsome" personified, and then he takes the hoodie off and puts his hair up and you're a goner - like you said, his ARMS in that t shirt? you have to cling onto the railing to stay upright lmao. it's the first time you've seen him be quite so casually dressed onstage, and it's making you loopy; ross playing bass in a t-shirt is a sight you normally only see at home, usually preceded or followed by a lazy makeout session that 9 times out of 10 will end up in sex. and apparently you're not the only one thinking about that during the show - ross's eyes, darker than usual and clearly in some sort of mood (😈), flick up to you at one point while you're clinging to the railing looking at him, and he winks at you and nods slightly as if to say "i know, baby". as soon as he comes offstage, ross lifts you into another hug/kiss moment, which is sweet for exactly 2 seconds as you say "well done, i'm proud of you. i love you!" and he says "i love you too"; right after that, though, ross's lips move to your neck and he murmurs "could tell you were enjoying the show a lot, love" into your skin, and you breathily say "i was enjoying YOU". ross pulls back from your neck to kiss you again, and i mean like KISS you, a head-spinning heart-racing brain-melting makeout, before he says "can we go and find somewhere quiet so i can enjoy YOU now, then? s'only fair" - your cheeks are set aflame, but you nod frantically, which makes ross giggle and kiss your nose like "alright, let's go then". very cute but also very sexy!! <3

[the-lazy-papyrus]

yeah that's pretty good at least. still though, gonna really fuckin' suck if it happens again. hopefully y'all get to the bottom of whatever the heck happened. an' it ain't a big deal, least i've never puked up void stuff. black gunk maybe but not nothin' nearly as bad as whatever you did. s'only when i get sick though, any other reason i might be pukin' is when i drink wayyy to much, heh.

ugh, yeah. fingers crossed that it doesn’t happen again, but m a n would it ever suck if it started up again. at least i had it together enough to sorta call for help this time. and i’ve got an idea of who to call if it ever happens again.

well, there’s only so many black things you can puke up lol. at least it wasn’t void gunk. still wouldn’t recommend it, though.

i’ve never gone drinking before, so i’ve never had the experience of getting drunk enough to start puking. to be fair, before that incident i’d never actually puked anything up at all.