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#so she was helping me withtgem and she wouldnt leave me be
sprinklethetangerine
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I think this is a pretty reasonable situation to cry in, right?
#ughhhhh
#you know what becausd i hate myself (not really dw) this isnt gonna be a vaguepost
#if youre reading the tags buckle the fuck up
#so last week and the week before were spring break for me
#and the week before was jjst full of studying and exam stress to the point where i couldnt attend my archery lessons
#cause all i was doing at that time was either studying or feeling like shit for not studying
#but when spring break hit actually THE VERY SECOND it arrived I had to go to another city about two hours away to visjt family
#and guess what? I STAYED THERE FOR ALMOST THE WHOLE ENTIRE SPRING FUCKING BREAK
#so i couldnt even do most of the shit i wanted to
#and even there i couldnt enjoy my time
#why? because ALL I DID was study. my cousin tutors me and I was failing these 3 specific subjects
#so she was helping me withtgem and she wouldnt leave me be
#and when my (undiagnosed) adhd made me shit at focusing and my mind keot wantering and i kept looking away because i was understimulated
#i got shouted at which was not very fun
#whats worse is she did it in front of people. literally in public.
#then we come back home THANKFULLY and she comes with us. because of course.
#and now all my time all of it except for one or two hours of the day is just studying
#the only free time i have is when she sleeps
#and school. literally never in my life have i been happy to go to school and yet id rather be there than here.
#but what choice do i really have
#its either this or fail the exams
#it gets worse. on thursday i was really tired from school. i came back and PASSED OUT
#and by passed out I mean PASSED OUT
#idk if it was cause it was hot outside or school just drained my energy but i could barely exist at that point
#then my cousin finds me on the couch sweaty and basically dying
#what does she do? she wakes me up like “alright time to study”
#so yesterday i did charity work and it involved carrying a lot of heavy boxes and stuff so i naturally came back drained and tired and she
#STILL WANTED ME TO STUDY so the second we got back I just slept and i was practically comatose so she coukdnt even wake me up
#i slept for 11 hours and woke up to MORE STUDYING HURRAY and then at 5 i went to archery class and we got back at 8 and she WONT STOP
#i just want to go home. im so tired. physically and mentally and emotionally. i just wanna go fucking home.
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