#so I think his desire to have baz feed from him stems from wanting to create a relationship where baz will always be loved | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

luxken · 2 years

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blah blah blah for simon love and safety are intrinsically tied to food blah blah blah simon gorges himself because he never knows when his last meal is going to be blah blah blah simon wants baz to feed on him because he wants to provide for baz and show that he loves him in a way he can’t with words blah blah blah “i'll give him everything he wants”

#food insecurity was the reality for simon for most of his life and I can deffo see how that's affected him even after attending watford #he eats a lot bc he knows for the summer he won't be able to #and because he associates watford with food security and having a place he belongshe associates watford with love #watford has shown simon more kindness than his childhood in orphanages ever did #so I think his desire to have baz feed from him stems from wanting to create a relationship where baz will always be loved #and because he has no other way to show baz he loves him- words fail him and simon has always been too much #so if he can be this for baz- be his source of sustenance be the person who will never shun him for his differences- he'll do it #he wants to be baz's feast he wants to be baz's home he wants he wants he wants #simon snow #tyrannus basilton grimm pitch #tyrannus basilton pitch #baz pitch #snowbaz #carry on #carry on meta #simon snow meta

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