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porch-collapse · 2 years

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thinking about how back in the drunk years i was trying to come up with an excuse to quit my hotel job while also half-watching mr robot. and i was like “this dude is way more mentally ill than i am and he’s holding down a job. he does computer stuff, maybe i could do that” and then i blacked out probably. I don't remember much from those years but I do remember having that thought. eventually i found out that while blackout, i’d fucking re-enrolled in college and changed my major to computer science. and i just decided to roll with it instead of figuring out how to undo it. and now i’m sitting here on my phone in this IT department. wild.

#sometimes i get mad at my life and wonder how i ended up here #and then i remember that i can trace the whole thing back to some shit that Drunk Me did in 2016 #i try so hard to disown her but she’s the whole reason my life is the way that it is #so like. i can’t escape.#but it's also nice to think that she had good intentions. if i made it into the future then i wanted future me to have a good life.#and by a good life i mean a job where i dont have to talk to customers #anyway i want to rewatch mr robot #.txt

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