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#sometimes im like hmm why do i so violently want to die rn and cant imagine any sort of world where im happy and loved and wanted#and then i check my period tracker app and im like ahhh u got me again !!!!#nothing quite like my period coming to make me just think about how to kill myself all day#i shouod prolly go to a doctor about this tho lol its been getting a lot worse#but my doctors an old man and hes already complained to me about my moms hypochondria so im not sure if that would work out lol#want to kill myself slightly less now bc i know its my stupid ovaries fault bt knowing its my period doesnt make me hate my life any less +#!*#havent cried this hard in a while tho so hopefully i experience some sort of catharsis ? even tho that never happens#just left with my huge ass headache and my boss being slightly concerned about my wellbeing#doesnt help tbat we just took mental health first aid training#i feel like hes gonna try to have an intervention w me and i dont think ic an handle that lmao#i will have to quit if so#nobodys allowed to know about my suffering !!!!#gommywords
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