#sorry I think there’s gonna be a lot more concerning tophat talks recently :(( being sick is one of my triggers | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

aratinatophat · 2 years

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Y’know that feel when you feel like you haven’t gotten enough sleep but like you physically cannot sleep anymore?? Yeah. It’s fucked up. I mean I did get 8 hours which is considerably more than usual given my recent fad of 4-6 hours (I suppose I should say thank you to the illness for making me sleep at a reasonable time instead of 6am but it felt like my bones were destroyed, suffocated me!!) but I really really need to be put down for 50 hours please please please please please please please (I’m so tired)

#tophat talks #concerning tophat talks #sorry I think there’s gonna be a lot more concerning tophat talks recently :(( being sick is one of my triggers #which is a REAL pain in the ass when I’m already not feeling good because of said illness #i got what most people would probably say is a mild stomach ache a few years ago #and it made me (along with various other reasons) drop out of school from how fucked it was for me #i just cannot deal with pain and being sick #man I miss when I was a little kid I could take so much more #though I also don’t remember Jack shit so #i got the pathetic autism that makes everyone feel bad for me 🥺 resting sad face lmao

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