#sorry for being so inactive i havent really drawn anything i want to post :<

[tr4shc4t]

Drawing of my Squawkabilly from my Pokemon Scarlet team :] I replayed it a while ago and he was one of the first pokemon I caught I love him

[decapuss]

Sorry i havent drawn or posted anything the past few days school has been really fucking up my ability to do anything i want to do so for the sake of not being inactive im going to share some thingies/doodles/studies from this past week until i draw something good lol

I am liking the above characters design I may draw them but acctually spend time on it lol

(They are based on the prompt “wind”)

[spacejammies]

wow!!!!!

FIRST i wanna say - i kno a lot of ppl do giveaways when they hit milestones, but i dont even kno where to begin in going about something like that lol - this is kinda lame but im always open to requests, so if u want me to draw something feel free to shoot me a message !!! i really need to post more art on my main (@anyone who has ever followed me for art oh god im sorry)

anyway i dont wanna get sappy or anything but im abt to get kinda sappy so fair warning......... i hope read mores work on mobile lol

ive made a lot of good friends & mutuals and talked to so many great people on here over the past ? 4 years (holy shit) but something ive never really properly addressed here is my issue w/ communication. i dont want this to be too long-winded & wordy, but this is important to me dfhjdfk

first of all, i know i say this a lot like. probably every time i actually make a post here, but im really sorry ive been inactive and distant for so long.

a lot of asks & IMs have gone unanswered on my end, conversations dropped, etc. and im really genuinely sorry about that. i think about those messages and conversations almost constantly. this happens a lot.

i’ve always had trouble being social and keeping up with other people in general. it got a lot worse a few years ago with a dramatic shift in my mental health, and i think it might've shown a bit? i wasnt super chatty here but i definitely talked to people a lot more. that changed very suddenly and i guess i still havent gotten used to that change. i’ve had a lot of ups & downs, home life has been toxic and mostly bad. i like to think that when i can get away from all of this, i'll be happier. i'll keep in touch more. i hope that will prove to be true.

i think the main thing i wanted to get across in all of that is that i have never ever been annoyed by a message or conversation, and i sincerely hope i haven’t made anyone feel that way! it’s really hard for me to talk to people. sorry that was such an unnecessarily drawn out way in getting that across fdkhfkfdk

and to all the friends i havent contacted in a while, i miss & love you guys a lot & i’ll try to get back in touch as soon as i can!! you guys have been so patient and understanding about all of this & you all really mean the world to me !

anyway this is definitely long-winded and absolutely wordy and probably embarrassing but i just wanted to say that i really appreciate all of u, and thank you all so much for stickin with me despite all of this ! and thank u for making these past 4 years so great and fun. you’ve all been such a positive force in my life & i love seeing all of u on my dash. even tho im bad at it, i really do love talking to yall.

u guys are.... dare i say........ the best