#sorry i've been trying to get better about actually keeping a private diary

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i hope i'm overthinking this but apparently my mum is concerned about what i should wear to my graduation party (we're hosting one for my relatives after i've received my grades but before i technically graduate)

at dinner she asked what i was going to wear and i was like "idk, but i've got those light grey slacks?"

and she's like "are you sure that's fancy enough"

"well what should i wear?"

and she was like "i don't know what kind of clothes you want to wear" but in a sort of quiet voice that allowed me to pretend she was talking to herself and focus on the food

she literally bought me those slacks to go to my cousin's graduation party. i wore them to a graduation party this summer.

so i really really cannot think of any other explanation except that she would like for me to wear a dress. and here i was, sort of gathering up courage to ask about getting a suit or at least a nice button-up and maybe a jacket

maybe i can try and tell myself it was just her being hungry and tired with work, but this will be bouncing around in my head for quite a while