#souririse

[violints]

@souririse​​      :      entropy, come to devour all.                              –––––––––            accepting .

WHEN VANYA WAS A LITTLE GIRL,      she’d had little better to do than sit at home      &      imagine the villains her siblings were battling      :      what horrors would they vanquish today?      who would give them their bruises,      their scrapes,      who would return them to her side bloodied but victorious?      &      there were times,      (   weren’t there,   )      when she was allowed along      —      not a fighter,      not heroic like them      (   FOR NO ONE COULD BE ALLOWED TO STEAL EVEN A SHRED OF THEIR SPOTLIGHT!      some bitter part of her mutters   ),      but watching through binoculars from the top of a nearby building,      a silent audience to their escapades.      this is how she remembers herself      :      from a distance.

she’s more       . . .       present now.       her white - gazed vision clearer,       her movements sharpbladed;       she moves like someone who knows exactly what she is capable of,       a girl who has done the unspeakable without a thought in its direction.       this is what was stolen from her for so many years,       and she has reclaimed it       :       THIS CHAOS,       the home she had never truly had.       emptiness is filling,       in its own way       —       it can sit inside a chest and make it feel like nothing is missing.       family?       home?       they’ve fallen to the wayside in support of justice,       in seek of revenge on a world that’s wronged her.       how good that feels.       good isn’t quite the right word for it,       she knows,       but she takes it and tries to make it true.       it feels good to succumb to this,       doesn’t it,       vanya?       the personal apocalypse leonard had wanted,       but it is all yours,       all yours to bask in the glory of.       (   and besides,       his relied on the punishment of her family       —       she hasn’t touched them.       this isn’t about them,       it’s about       . . .       it’s about justice,       in the end.       it’s right.       —       keep telling yourself that,       girl.   )

‘   IT’S NOT SO CHAOTIC,       not when you get a good look at it.   ’             little vanya looking through her binoculars       —       what would the nameless ghost of a girl see below her now?       patterns in the madness of it all?       the crumbling buildings,       the laughter?       or would she keep her father - inflicted blindness to the world,       still,       in the face of ALL SHE COULD DO?              ‘   that’s entropy,       right?       disorder,       chaos?       everything has a reason to it,       even this devouring.   ’

[vairuler]

｡ﾟﾟ          RUTILANT     -     INFUSED          MELANCHOLY          ‘PON          PORTRAIT       ,          SILKEN          POETRY          ’pon          figure      ,          mentum          ‘pon          palm  .          a          𝚟𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚘          fringed          in          𝑗𝑒𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑠       :          aureate         in          a          𝐠𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐞          at          her          brow      ,         gold         in          the          aureole          at          her          occiput      ,          amber          ringed          round          arms                    &                    anklets        ,          gilded          asterik          within          eyne  .          pendulous          lashes          frame          a          ＣＨＡＴＯＹＡＮＴ           outstare       ;          *          so         soused         in          𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞          curiosity      ,          so         drunken          with          𝘧𝘦𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘭𝘦          sorcery       !       ❝          i          do          not          recall          my          father           or          i          requesting          a          court           jester  .         ❞          larynx          softer          than          a          𝗱𝗼𝗲                    &                    bolder          than          a          𝚝𝚒𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜                    /          sickly          saccharine      ,                    &                    a          pang          of          t͟ox͠in̨  .          ❝          it          is          not          our          humor       ,                   &                  nor          is          it          in          our          wishes          to          be          disrespected  .       ❞

hydria          to          gloss       ,          vino          to          buds       ,          those          𝐨𝐛𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐧          irises          still          enduring          its          stare       ;          *         gnawing       ,          feasting                    /                    masticating          upon          soul’s          fragilities  .          𝙷𝙾𝚆          𝙿𝙴𝙲𝚄𝙻𝙸𝙰𝚁          𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈          𝙰𝚁𝙴       !          to         promise          a          snare          with          its         𝙢𝙤𝙡𝙩𝙚𝙣          𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙨       ,          luring          with         warming          hues          of          SCATHEFIRE          -----     ----     --          to          emit          hiemal      ,         gelid       ,        𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘳𝘢          depths  .          ❝          you          are          supposed          to          𝘽𝙊𝙒          before         you          sit  .       ❞

growling          suggestion  .         𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠        ♡     .    .     .     !

[bnnerr]

*     @souririse​   said: ❝ hi ❞ :3

                    dr banner regarded the greeting with a tilt of his head ,     his eyes not conveying any emotion other than intrigue . the man with the painted face , who was supposed to resemble joy but now only left with the loopy euphoria of insanity and murderous glee , stood out in the night time like a ghoul . like a wayward ghost . he knows what that felt like , to keep the balance of one’s mind while walking through a mental tightrope . he called it the ghost phase . but they have two different tightropes they need to cross . his own was anger and the fear of oneself . fear of the monster who waits idly in the bottom of the chasm underneath his feet . the fear of falling and losing oneself . the other man ? oh , the man walks the fine line of a broken psyche , being thinned still by the poison that atmosphere that runs through the street of gotham . bruce believes he was making progress on his own journey . one step at a time . the growling will soon die and the challenge will end . he will be free . but the other man . . . his walk is accompanied by a fanfare and a level of grotesque visual extravagance . and he sways and he dances and he taunts the chasm that hums under him . bruce thinks if he looks inside the man , he would see a circus . and no progress have been done to reach the end . 

                    was today the time to release the clowns ? he then pans his gaze to the direction of the gotham’s bustling business district . no , not really , because beyond the background and through the thick walls of gotham’s buildings , far from the neighborhood he currently resides in , he could hear the sound of blaring sirens and screaming crowds . no . the clowns are not supposed to be out at all . “ you don’t have any quarrel with me , joker . ” he says , looking back at the man just as streaks of red and blue flashes came slowly towards them . “ is there a reason for your visit ? ”

[qunpin]

 SAID: ❝ hi ❞ :) @souririse​ 

     SEND     IN    THE    CLOWNS      ,               weren’t    they   all    at   the   end   of   the   day   ?        Gotham,     the   open   gutter    of      thieves    &    whores  ,   foaming   at   the   mouths    from     needles   stuck    in   their   arms   ---  consumed    by    fear,       alienated   and    isolated    from   the    humane   essentials   to    life.    They’ve   been  called   it  all   before,      a   low   life   klan    of    bastards .      this   is   their   society,   scorched     up   from   the   ground,   two   very   different   products   that   yet  emulate    this   cruel   process.     Match   the    dead    look     in   her   eyes,         that’s   what    this   place    does    to    you.         Her    smile    is    one   that   twist    with    confusion   ---    how   she  was   feeling   didn’t    detail    itself �� in  that  simple   act   of   a   grin.       Her   lips   purse   before   giving   back a   informal   reply,      a    simple      ❝ the   fuck   you   want   ?  ❞      in   his   return.      She   wasn’t   the   softest   bird,       no   she   remained   with   her   chest   puffed    ---  rarely    taking   lightly    to   anyone.

[traumantic-a]

❝ HI ❞ !

                                            @souririse

does  she  seem  especially  friendly,  compared  to  the  locals  of  gotham  city?  headphones  aren’t  enough  to  ward  off  unwanted  attention;  she  pulls  one  bud  out,  against  better  judgment,  those  good  ‘ole  midwest  manners  getting  the  better  of  her  as  lips  pull  into  a  soft  frown.   ‘  pardon?  ’

[snowinabottlearchived]

𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍 → 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 @souririse​​ 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 : ❝ hi ❞

HER  EYES  ARE  TIRED  AND  SO  IS  HER  MIND .  years  of  isolation  for  nothing  but  a  mistake  in  her  genes ,  for  people  who  believed  that  it  was  RIGHT  AND  GOOD  to  lock  away  tiny  snowflake  before  it  grew  into  a  proper  storm .  medication  kept  her  obedient ,  no  sign  of  effort  in  doe  hues  that  used  to  shine  with  such  brilliance .  A  LIFE  LOST  to  a  system  that  chose  and  filtered  its  people  by  mere  arbitrariness  and  did  not  cared  about  possible  aftermath .  a  sting  in  womans  head  as  strangers  voice  re  echoed  in  her  ears ,  pale  face  boredly  turned  to  its  source .  SHE  WAS  NOT  HERE  TO  MAKE  FRIENDS .   ❛   can  you  play  happy  family  with  other  lunatics  somewhere  else  ?  ?  ❜  ,  brunette  mumbles  while  shaking  hands  were  tucked  into  long  sleeves  of  her  loose  fit  shirt .  in  fact  she  wasn ‘ t  here  to  do  anything  at  all . 

[teenth]

*   ⟨    @souririse​​    ⟩    𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳   𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 .

❝    oh  ,   hell  ,   no  .   absolutely  not  .   no  thanks  !!    ❞    she’s  already  backing  up  ,   her  fists  are  alabaster  stone  and  hanging  at  her  sides  .   she’s  terrified  .    ❝    no  ,   no  ,   no  ,   no  ,   no  ,   nope  ,   no  .    ❞    jessica  points  at  him  the  second  he  looks  like  he  might  speak  .    ❝    no  ,   fuck  you  .    ❞

❝    when  i  was  in  the  second  grade  ,   mike  newton  had  a  birthday  party  and  nah  he  didn’t  hire  a  goddamn  clown  .   i  was  so  thankful  i  held  his  hand  on  the  playground  for  fucking  days  .   i’m  not  going  like  this  ,   i’ll  bite  you  first  ,   dude  .    ❞

[violints]

@souririse​​      :      i'm on mobile but !!! a lil flower 4 the plotting thing !                         –––––––––      pre - est .

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other .

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other .

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other .

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other .

[evecursed]

❝ hi ❞

“hello there”

[breselin]

the firmament meme ;; guardians & the serpent repost & bold what is applicable to your muse(s). enjoy!

THE WARRIOR - last seed (august)

amber fields of wheat. hardened metal. the noonday sun. organized shelves. boiling water. stone barracks. carrying wooden crates. washing down a muddy steed. blood across the forehead. a rare cool breeze. the smell of sweat and leather. stubborn anger. honesty and trustworthiness. cracked earth. guiding a knife through a tender cut of meat. black coffee in the afternoon. stepping up when no one else will. lime green. a lounging lioness. perseverance despite all odds.

THE MAGE - rain’s hand (april)

forgetting something mid-sentence. stacks of open books. hot tea on a rainy day. frosted bluegrass. blackened fingertips. loosely tied-up hair. staying up all night to master a new spell. pencil sketches and loose-leaf observations. runed circles on the floor. quick learner. looking up to the stars. obsessive. the smell of ozone, ash, and dew. sprouting saplings. red-throated hummingbirds. curiosity. walking through a misty valley in the morning. untapped potential. creativity. spark of innovation. forgotten leftovers. always hungry for more.

THE THIEF - evening star (december)

light hair under a dark hood. best at hide-and-seek. coy smiles. icy stares. indecisive. high expectations of others. blacks and grays. dancing by yourself. seeing your breath on a frigid night. knee-high leather boots. brass buckles and deep pockets. wearing a scarf in any season. the sound of rolling dice. sparkling gemstones. the ace of spades. whiskey with orange & cinnamon. always knows a way out. opportunist. honey on your lips and on your fingers. the jingle of keys.

THE SERPENT - wandering (month varies)

murky water in the rain. undergrowth. nicely folded sheets. the fey. glowing eyes on the water. polyglot. sitting in the warm sun on the hard earth. fated for great terror or terrible greatness. clever. knows their way around. superstitious. a rebellious child. climbing trees. the scamper of rats’ feet. vials of multi-coloured liquids. shedding the past to become a new person. sensitive. insightful. able to adapt. born to make a difference.

tagging: @furnezh​ | @lazhadeg​ | @andurinn​ - @quirofiliac​ | @daemonczar​ | @lichsent​ - @edhelaran​ - @garuvusu​ - @mya-deryil​ - @irerow​ - @drachenblood​ - @schildblood​ - @referentblood​ - @cardavem​ - @starsfreckled​ - @ndeavor​ - @bloodfcst​ - @kissafist​ - @souririse​ - @aevyternal​ | @fractempyreal​ - [ and whoever wants to! just snag it from me ]

tagged by: @catleha​ ♡~

[qunpin]

✿ :0

send me a  ✿  and i’ll fill out the template below. bold for things i could definitely see or want, italics for things i could see or am unsure of and striked out for things i don’t want or cannot see.

FRIENDSHIP.     childhood friends  /  work buddies or coworkers  /  family friends  /  friends with benefits  /  smoking buddies  /  adventure buddies  /  fake friends  /  recently friends  /  party buddies  /  friendship of need  /  dying friendship  /  circumstantial friendship  /  partners in crime  /  old friendship  /  [ your muse ] is the good influence  /  [ your muse ] is the bad influence  /  [ my muse ] is the good influence  /  [ my muse ] is the bad influence  /  opposites attract  /  ride or die  /  frenemies  /  roommates or flatmates  /  penpals  /  exes to friends  /  enemies to friends  /  other .

ROMANCE.     childhood sweethearts  /  [ your muse is mines ] childhood crush  /  [ my muse is yours ] childhood crush  /  exes  /  exes to lovers  /  forbidden lovers  /  highschool sweethearts  /  secret relationship  /  opposites attract  /  long distance  /  unrequited [ from your muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from my muses side ]  /  unrequited [ from both sides ]  /  skinny love  /  friends to lovers  /  enemies to lovers  /  spurious relationship  /  power couple  /  newly entered  /  soulmates [ metaphorical ]  /  soulmates  [ literal ]  /  awkward  /  turning toxic  /  toxic love  /  cheating [ on your muse ]  /  cheating [ with your muse ]  /  other .

FAMILIAL.     siblings [ half ]  /  siblings [ step ]  /  [ my muse ] is an older sibling figure to your younger sibling figure  /  [ my muse ] is a younger sibling figure to your older sibling figure muse  /  [ my muse ] is a parental figure to yours  /  [ my muse ] is a child figure to your muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal guardian  /  adoptive child  /  foster child  /  [ your muse ] is taken under mines wing  /  [ my muse ] is taken under yours wing  /  other .

ANTAGONISTIC.     dangerous to each other  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into sexual or romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of off circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based off misunderstanding or lies  /  conflict of ideology  /  betrayal  /  hero - villain dynamic  /  enemies  /  fight club  /  friends turned enemies  /  lovers turned enemies  /  exes turned enemies  /  other .

[starszakrew-a3]

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@souririse / accepting / validate me

[clownroom]

@souririse​   said   :    ❝   hi   ❞   !

❛  JESUS     FUCK      ——   looks    like    ronald    mcdonald    has  finally    mcfucking    lost    it    .  ❜

[qunpin]

DYNAMIC   PLAYLIST    :         Joker  +   Queenpin   .      ft.   @souririse